Broken Routine

Twin Flames

I stayed standing as Julian took a seat. “Would you like some coffee? I can make it how I use to make it for you. No sugar, a lot of creams.” I had asked him as I headed towards the coffee pot. I then looked at the cabinets and decided that I wanted toast as well with avocado. Toast with avocado was my go-to in the morning.

“If you don’t mind Annalise, I would love that. Even I still can’t make it as good as you do.” Julian had said.

At this point, I had brought the bread and avocados out to begin making breakfast. I knew that Julian would enjoy some as well and pulled out the right portions to serve both him and I. After a moment into making the toast and cup of coffee, I realize that I was trying to put off telling him what I had been doing all these years. Julian and I would always be able to forgive each other because we were tied to one another. After all, both he and I were destined to be together from what the witch Gertrude had said.

Julian and I were two years apart me being 25 and him being 27. We weren’t together until the ages of 17 and 19 and sought out Gertrude when we had felt the magnetic pull. Twin flames are what Gertrude had named it. We had mirrored each other and showed each other the parts we didn’t want to see in ourselves. No matter what we would always forgive each other and constantly teach each other lessons. It had meant we had found the other half of our soul and was on the last of our life cycles. In other terms, it had meant not to mess it up so we could dissipate into another realm and live happily. Evolve into our original forms and bring the world up into a high frequency.

“Julian, I slept with other people and got more than one addiction in those few years.” I handed him his cup and toast and sat down. Julian looked at me with disbelief in his eyes and nodded. Continuing I told him that I also had experienced the world and other cultures. I wanted to see things. It wasn’t all bad, just the fact that I slept with men and women or that I had done shrooms a couple of times. I knew that I what would hurt him the most. He had been quiet after I had told him everything, which really was not that much. Julian had been absorbing the information as he was eating and sipping his coffee.

Finally, he had spoken, “that’s fine. Is it out of your system? Can we go back to how we were?” He stood up and walked to me and lift my chin with his fingers.

“Yes.” I peered at him and I said that word quietly, almost in a whisper.

“Good. Pack your things, we’re heading back to our home.”

“Julian, are you mad or upset?” At this point, I took his large calloused hands into mine.

“No, you know that no matter what I will always forgive you. You are my flame. I can not help but forgive you no matter how much it hurts.” After he said that he lingered by my bed frame and sat down. I had looked at him and took him in, his golden skin looked brighter, and his black locks hung around his ears. He had his stubble but always looked well kept together. Without noticing myself it had seemed that I had floated over there. I didn’t even notice I was staring at him and next to him until he had pulled me onto his lap. Julian had always been able to calm me, always knew what to do. I had leaned down and put my lips on his forehead. What had I done? Why did I leave?

“I’ve missed you, Annalise.” He breathed out and pulled me closer. I could hear him inhale the scent of me. Then I had felt those plump lips of his on my neck. Instantly I had become a puddle. When you are with your twin flame everything had been more intense. I honestly don’t know how I went for so long without seeing him. He pulled away from me and said that Griffdor had been waiting in the car and that we had to hurry. Getting up I grabbed a few of my favorite clothes, my coffee grinder, and cigarettes. I didn’t need much because I knew that everything I had left home would still be in the same spot.