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1605 Words
I woke up feeling like s**t. I feel so hot, it hurts. I feel like I need something in me. This is disgusting I opened my eyes and saw this man on top of me. My eyes widen and I started to tear up.
"What are you doing?"
I whispered. My breathing hitch. And I was hyperventilating. He just looked at my eyes and proceed to poking his d**k to enter me.
"No. No. Please."
Even though I'm weak. I put my hand up and tried to push him away.
"No. You want this."
He whispered into my ear, and then bit it, he was then sucking on my neck before he started to move. Every time he hits deep inside and even just his d**k rubbing the inside, feels so good. My tears won't stop and I was feeling awful but it feel really good. I want it to end, but it feels so good. I want him to stop, but it feels so goddamn good, I'm going crazy. Every minutes he would pick up the pace and it makes me moan lauder.
'i can't even recognize my self anymore.'
I must've past out because I woke up. My body is sore. I'm exhausted. I look around and I'm home.
Then it hits me.
I run towards my bathroom and, my tears are falling, I remembered what happened and I was disgusted at my self for feeling good. Why is my body like this? The pleasure is still lingering inside. I look down in-between my legs and saw c*m dripping down. I couldn't hold back and vomit all over my self.
I know I'm not this weak. I have a strong sense of self. But the thought of copulating with someone else is scary. I'm scared why is my body like this. Why is no one is making a fuss about it. I'm r***d. I don't want this.
I force myself up and clean up. I went to my dressing room and change into a pajama. I pick up my phone and there is a lot of miss calls. I look at my contacts, these are unfamiliar numbers and names, who are these people. As I was scrolling through messages and chats, this one particular chat caught my attention.
Harold
(Hay)
(You good?)
(I've been trying to contact you, but you're not answering.)
_(Who are you?)_
(.....) Typing.
(You're awake?)
seen
Then a call came.
I did not answer and decline the call.
But he kept calling. This went on for 5 more times, and I keep one declining.
(Why are you declining the call?)
(Answer is damnit.)
(Is it because I f****d you when you're out of it earlier?)
(You're feeling good too. You can't even talk and moaning loudly.)
A call came in again. I ignored it. I blocked the number and lay down on my bed.
My heart is beating fast. Why is this person taking to me like this?
I don't know why but this person is talking about what happen as if it was regularly occuring?
I went to my laptop and gather information about the situation.
I don't get why I don't have any recollection of a lot of events. But it was familiar. This house, my name, the face of my family. There is no mistaken it, this is my family. I open the drawer of my desk and saw this disturbing thing.
A cluster of picture of my brother's naked body. I almost throw up again.
No wonder that guy is disgusted at me. What did I do. I went to my tub and burned all of it. Everything that I can find related to this f*****g obsession.
When I walk back out onto my room, I was a bit startled because a lighting hit outside and the window is wide open. I swear it was closed when I enter the bathroom. When I was about to walk towards it. I felt an arm strongly grabbed me and a hand covering my mouth.
"Why are you ignoring me."
"Are you tired of me already?"
"You can't do this to me."
He said closely to my ear.
My heart was racing, but forced myself to calm down. I struggle to free at least one of my arms free. And grab the hand that's covering my mouth. I look back at him and let him know that I would not make a fuss, so he could let go of me now.
He gets it and let go. He spun me to face him,and before I know it, his lips are already on mine. His arms are wrapped around my waist, and I felt his tongue enter my mouth. This in no time become a messy french kiss.
I pulled away.
"Wait let go."
Eventually he did. I run towards the window and closed it.
He was behind me as if keeping me from running away.
"Why are you ignoring me?."
"I'm not. I just don't remember you."
"Is this one of you're games? Are you tired of me now."
"I don't know what you're talking about. But I need to talk to someone who know what's happening around me."
"What do you want to know? If I answer your questions, you're not abandoning me right?"
"I don't know."
I sat down on my bed as he followed me and sat on the floor, in front of me.
"You're not gonna answer me based on what you want, but what is the truth."
"Yeah."
I took a deep breath, and open my mouth.
"What are my relationship with you and those people that's with you earlier.?"
"They're your friends..."
He's hesitating to answer.
"And I'm one of many people who desires you. You have so many to choose from, but I'm so happy you chose me this time, I could die."
"Many?"
"Yes. Almost all of the alphas and some male beta, in this town desire you. All of the other omega and beta envies you. You're beautiful, you're rich. And you are just simply desirable."
I was taken a back, is this real. If this in not a prank or dream, then everything that's happening to me right now makes so much sense.
"I'm an omega?"
I said. That term that is only possible in science. And a plot in fiction that I often read online. Is now happening with me.
And of all the gender, why omega. I read way to much fiction about them that I can only feel bad everytime. Always imagining my self to be an alpha or beta even better. But omega.
My tears went down on my chicks and i look down. My eyes met his and he looked worried.
"Are you an alpha?"
"Yeah."
"Why em I an omega.?"
"I don't know."
And one question graze off my mind.
"How many guys have I slept with.?"
He looked on his side seeming to be calculating something in his mind.
"A little over ten guys."
As soon as I heard of this, my disgust towards my self become stronger. The desire to jump off a cliff also become stronger.
"I want to know who this people are. Can you tell me.?"
"I don't know all of them, but excluding myself. I'm aware that you're regularly sleeping with two faculty members. Some alpha from our class, and from other classes, and two beta that have been given a chance to have a one night stand to you?"
I was swallowing this urge to die but, I was amused from how he knows all of this.
"But why are you so worked up about how many guys you have slept with. They never matter to you before. And it was a normal occuring matter in the society."
'but this is not me.'
"Compared to you, alphas have more body count than omegas."
'i don't care about that.'
"Please don't throw me away. I worked so hard to get your favor."
He plead as he rest his head on my legs.
"I'm not even gonna question you're obsession with your brother. Please I will even help you if you want. I'm fine being on the side, as long as I'm yours."
My eyes widen.
"You knew about it?"
"Yes."
He looked up at me while his head is still on top of my lap.
"Everyone knows that. And in everyone's eyes his action when you cling to him yesterday, is actually not surprising."
"I change. I don't like him anymore. I find it gross now."
"Really. Then, only the professors and I are the only ones can sleep with you.?"
"I'm thinking to not do that anymore."
"But, you're failing your grades in science and math. That's the reason why you even sleep with them."
"I will study."
"How about me."
"I will not do it anymore. But I will keep you with me as you requested."
"But you're an omega. You sleep with me regularly when you're at your heat cycle."
"There are drugs created for it right? There's no point if there is cure all along."
"I understand."
"You should leave. Pick me up tomorrow and, you have to accompany me, and answer all of my questions."
It took him a while before he got up, and kissed me on my lips. I'm not gonna get used to this. But my body did not resist. This body, I want to carve it, and hurt it. He opened the window and jumped back out. I closed to window, and as soon as I closed it, it started raining.
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