Run It!

Prologue The greatest day of my father’s life was not the day he left his south Russia fishing village after the death of his parents, or the day he landed his first real job at the age of ten, quickly taking command of a kitchen full of full-grown men. It wasn’t even the day he graduated from Toshaini-Kai Institute, the most exclusive culinary academy/boarding school in Japan. No, not even that victory could compare to the moment he would truly cherish. At twenty-five, having graduated from university, he was living in Copenhagen, working for the company of his adopted family. The food science corporation was the brainchild of Warren Nakiri, Alicia Blair Nakiri’s father. Remy Moceanu had worked for the family for most of his life, even having attended school as her personal aide. She’d found him working in a kitchen, living as a desolate homeless child. According to stories, Alicia begged her mother to buy out Remy’s employment contract. But it was only after she’d defeated him in a cook-off did he agree to leave with her of his own free will. He never wanted to be a servant, but he kind of liked the idea of having a friend. So they grew up together, often as each other’s only companion. And sometimes more. One day, out of the blue, she pulled him into the bathroom. “I’m f*****g pregnant,” she shrieked, as if the baby were a virus or a pimple. Remy was appropriately shocked. He and Ali had fooled around on many occasions, but he’d always assumed she was on birth control. After all, she was always the one who came into his room and seduced her way into his bed. She explained that she’d gotten jealous when her sister Erica had announced she was expecting and had stopped taking her pills. She also expected a ring—size four. Remy ran his fingers through sweaty, shoulder-length hair. This was for real. Ali’s parents were both kind to him, nurturing his talent for cooking and giving him a permanent position in their billion-dollar company. It was a decent fate, one his late parents would have envied. But did he really want to be stuck with Ali Blair for the rest of his life? He’d nurtured dreams of moving back to Russia, running a restaurant that paid tribute to his heritage, and becoming someone who would make his parents proud. That was what he wanted more than anything—to make his family proud. If Ali was telling the truth, if she was carrying his baby, he couldn’t leave her. So he traveled to London to buy a ring with the help of Ali’s parents. Warren and Grace Nakiri knew he was a good man, well-educated with a good future. They also knew their daughter and agreed to leave the wedding planning to Ali to avoid her tempestuous wrath. The night before their flight, Remy presented Ali with a rose-gold band adorned with a single sapphire. As planned, they snuck to the airport, boarded a private plane, and eloped on a small island off the coast of France. The day was truly beautiful, from the comfortably warm weather to the sight of his beautiful, pregnant bride. My mother was frustrated with her morning sickness and the fit of her dress, even going as far as to curse out any offer of a souvenir photograph. She thought the weather was both too hot and too cold. The venue was tacky, and then there was the lack of guests. She was resentful that she didn’t get her princess moment, and she made her feelings known. After their return home, Remy went back to work, now with increased responsibility while Ali stayed at home, attempting to avoid stress. Even with his efforts, the next few months would be a long, strenuous ride. Months later, Alicia gave birth to a little girl via a scheduled c-section. Remy stayed with his wife, holding her hand as she was put under for surgery. Since Ali requested full sedation, the nurse handed Remy his daughter to hold. That moment, Dad always told me, when his hands touched the warmth of my hospital blanket, was the greatest moment of his life. His little angel looked so much like him; it was like he was holding a piece of his own soul. His hands trembled. Throughout his career, he’d held all manner of animals from chickens to pigs, octopus to lobsters, but he’d never held a child. To him, I seemed more like Ali—beautiful with the soft pale skin of royalty. He was not worthy of being in my presence. And then I opened my sparkly red eyes and smiled. Remy had been born with dark red eyes, a unique trait that he always attributed to his Romanian heritage. To see that trait in me brought about a sense of love and hope. He wiped tears away. I was his child to raise, to teach, to love. Hours later, Mom woke in her hospital room to the sight of him rocking me in his arms. “Don’t I get to hold her?” Remy knew he had to act compliant if only to determine a name they would both agree on. “Can we name her Elena?” “Who is Elena?” Remy could only imagine the paranoid thoughts going through his wife’s mind; Alicia had been his only lover and he had no eyes for other women. His courage was fading but this was truly important to him. “Elena was my mother.” Dad said she’d reached her hand to his face, looking at him with a look of true love, even as I began my first baby tantrum. “How about Elena Rose Nakiri?” Remy smiled. “As you wish.” My father already knew why my mother would want the baby to have her last name. The name Nakiri stood for a lot more than Moceanu. And he wanted his daughter to have all the opportunities she could. “Yeah, you can take her back,” Ali said as she shoved me over towards my father. “See if you can get her to quieten down.” The moment I was back in my daddy’s strong arms, he’d said, I calmed down, finding true peace. My daddy held me, looking out the window in prayer. “Elena Rose, you’re my little miracle.” In that moment, he told me, he felt his mother’s spirit watching over him.