“i know it is not f*****g easy, i know it hurts. you are sitting there overthinking, a million and one questions running through your head. unable to sleep, creating different scenarios in your mind, while making a mental list of regrets but you can not keep blaming yourself for someone else's inability to provide the type of love you deserve. tonight is just like any other night, difficult as hell but you will do what you have always done. you will get over it, you will get through it. you will be fine.”
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“Listen to me for Gods sake, Matt!” I said, my voice slightly louder than I wanted it to, but he was making me mad.
“You are telling me we can’t be doing b**m until you are giving birth?”
“Yes! I am just a the end of 8 months pregnant, I do not want to do anything that could possib
