I set on the sofa like my life flew away from my body. My face was still red with anger and pain. I was not able to control my emotions at all which I was holding back since long.
It’s not like that I don’t like Philip at all. I owe him more than I have been needed. He gave me a roof to stay and a bed to sleep. In this strange city I can’t imagine myself better than this. A student of yours helping you that much.
Something is there in my heart which was hindering me to move on. Philip asked me many times for my friendship. Damm it, my past was not allowing me to do so. I am so afraid of losing somebody again if I take a step further.
Its not like that only Philip is seeking for my friendship but me also feeling all alone when I am living here by my side. This loneliness was killing me.
