Nicole.
I've been a nervous wreck since I agreed to dinner. and getting ready when with Katelynn helping me and trying to pump me up I still feel so nervous and I don't want it to be this way, not with the man they I've been so comfortable with not with the man that other than this mess up has made me feel so loved. not with my Nathan.
I'm in a flowy black long sleeve dress and just dark purple heels. I look over myself and just sit on the guest bed I've been sleeping on holding my head in my hands
" hey girl what's wrong?"
Katelynn ask as she sits beside me rubbing my back.
I sigh throwing my hands up
" is it supposed to be this hard?? I mean I worked so hard trusting him with my heart and now to feel so nervous before a date I just feel like we've taken 100 steps back."
she sighs
