Nathan.
I've barely survived the last couple of night I didn't know I could feel this way, this low.
even my best friend and basically my sister aren't actually speaking to me.
for some reason all day today Gabe has been glaring at me, I mean I get it I f****d up but it isn't like it's hurt him.
I roll my eyes at him as he continues to glare. he can go f**k himself at this point.
through the gossip around I know that Luca is taking Katelynn out tonight and so I think this is my chance to go talk Nicole into coming home or at least talking to me. she hasn't returned a single text or phone call. the only update they've given me is that she's going to work and is taking care of herself. I don't know why I thought she'd fall apart or something because I know she's strong hell she's the
