Nicole. when I walked in a put my head high and my shoulders back, whatever I was walking into I didn't want either of them to see it break me. Mr Whiskers heard the door and ran to me like usual so I picked him up holding him for a second before setting him down. when I came into the kitchen Nathan was at the counter leaning over his head down he looked so stressed and I wanted to go to him and hold him but I needed to know what was going on first, I deserved that. I cleared my throat and his head popped up towards me and he started to move but I held my hand up " where is your guest?" he sighs " in the shower" " with my things?" he shakes his head " no in the small half bath" I nod thinking this over what did I really want to say or do. I didn't like being dramatic but I feel l

