Sue

Track 13

                                                    Harlow's P.O.V

                                    "Guess it's true; I'm not good at a one-night stand But I still need love 'cause I'm just                                a man  These nights never seem to go to planI don't want you to leave will you hold my                             hand? Oh, won't you stay with me?'Cause you're all I needThis ain't love, it's clear to seeBut             darling stay with meWhy am I so emotional?No, it's not a good look, gain some self-control And         deep down I know this never works But you can lay with me so it doesn't hurt Oh, won't you stay with me?'Cause you're all I needThis ain't love, it's clear to seeBut darling stay with me" 

Sam smith's voice floated around my room bouncing off the walls, before returning to wrap around me in an attempt to comfort my shaking body. 

What was I going to do? 17 and pregnant,

Oh my god my mom's going to kill m-

"Hey sweetie I'm home." I quickly jumped to my feet turning off my music. Before whipping my face clean of all my tears and snot. Then walking down stairs to meet her. "Hey baby how are you feeling?" I took a seat at our island while she started to take out stuff for dinner. She only took out one steak though and one pack of vegetables, As if only one of us was going to be eating here tonight. "I'm feeling a little better momma." I whispered out. There was silence for a few moments before she turned to me, Her eyes a darker shade of mine staring directly into me. "So when were you planning on telling me that I'm going to be a grandma? I just want to know so I can have my surprise face down pact." I paused for a moment just staring at her hoping no praying that this was all a dream. That she didn't really just say that but sadly after a few more moments and no changes. I knew that this was real. "uhm mom I can explain.... I was going to tell you...uhm just give me a minute I'll...um wait you see it all started when ....ugh " "What was that ? you were going to tell me when you started showing? Or maybe you said when you needed to go to the hospital?" Her voice was eerily soft spoken and leveled tone through out her sentence. Which scared me more then if she was yelling and screaming at me. "No I was goi-" "That man is the father isn't he. What's his name? Velvet red?" "It's crimson red mom" I replied quickly. She scoffed. "What kind of name is that?" she replied while rolling her eyes. "It's his name mother." "Have you told him?" I quieted down then just stared at her, as again scoffed turned around then continued making dinner for one. "Get out." Wait what? Did she just say? Did I hear that right? No I couldn't have. Did she just? "What?" was all I could say out loud in response, "You heard me. Get. Out." At first I just sat there still refusing to believe that my own mother was kicking me out. But you can only deny the truth for so long when it's staring you in the face so I packet only two bags filled with all my most precious items. I took one final glance at my mother as she sat down at the dinning table with her now finished dinner and began to eat. "Don't come back until you have a ring or are without child." Was the last thing I heard before I got into my car and started for house of 

The one person who could take my mind off everything,

The person that held my heart in their hands, 

The father of my child,

The love of my life,

Crimson red.