hearts at war , bound by fate.

NEW TERRITORY

Sitting at Chaf's Tin n Lint bar , having a conversation with my thoughts and making me feel like my head will burst any moment from now , I ordered my forth glass of whisky on the rocks . lifting my glass to drink I could smell the wood used for the cask and the flavour of the malted barley . My father used to tell us that whisky from Scotland is always spelled whisky without an 'e' . Scotch whisky comes in many different flavours depending on the region and ingredients . How long it is stored and how the weather affects the age process of it during the years .

"They might kill you for that " a familiar voice said .

"damn I thought to myself , does this woman not get tired of following me around " I downed my glass and placed it on the counter before turning to look at her . she is still the same Jezraiah with a stinky attitude accompanied by a sexy little booty.

Jezraiah and I were classmates in grade school , she has always had her heart set out on me since the day we met at the school cafeteria and nomatter how many times I have told her I can not be to her what she wants me to be , she just can not leave me be .

" for what you are doing to that whiskey , brutalizing it with all that ice."

she walked towards me swaying her petite hips like a supermodel making sure that I have a full view of everything on her .

" what are you doing here Jez?" I asked her and she just ignored my question .

" never more than two cubes the Duke used to say " she continued and mine had three cubes . " you water down the scotch with all that ice sir "

I gave the ohhh look and she smiled , she smiled with the same smile that stole my father's heart seven years ago at a Gala dinner event and chose her to be my wife ! Yes wife !

" i am sorry its the aftermath of my pretentious ex husband im afraid , i am Jezraiah ".

she said with her hand drawn out waiting for a hand shake. I was in no mood for small talk with this woman not tonight .

" this is where you tell me your name " .

excuse me i responded , taking my blazer and walking away from her .

" come on Kieran , did i say something wrong " she followed me out of the bar .

" Jezraiah i do not have time for your games , I have more pressing issues to attend to , why are you even here ? tired of the wonders of your father's castle ?"

" You still my husband Kieran , i came home to see you , the least you could do is pretend to be happy to see me "

" what do you want me to do ? throw you a welcome home party with your favorite drinks and play happy couple?"

i jumped in the car ,

" so you can not even open the door for me anymore "

"are you not into the car right now or did your arms fall off?"

" you continue hurting me Kieran "

" you continue hurting yourself woman , i told you this , this is over and you do not want to listen to me. Ny father married you for me , i did not ask you to marry me , or what , have you forgotte ? are there no men in your father's kingdom ?"

driving back to my house was the longest drive with Jezraiah in the car , i have never met a woman who runs after a man like this woman . getting into the house i went straight into my chambers , removed my gun and placed it on top of the bedside table . I carry a gun on me not that i need it but since we now have to play house and act like the warm bloods that i can tear into two with my bare hands then il carry one . I took of my clothes and went into the shower . as soon as the cold running water hit my back like needles stings , flashes of Lenora's bruised body laying on the hospital bed came flooding in my head , then my father's lifeless body on the office chair , i wanted to scream but i could not , i wanted to cry for my father but i could not besides he never loved me the way he loved my siblings . i came out of the shower wrapped a towel on my waist an sat at the feet of my bed , " what is it with this girl ?, why can i not stop thinking about her ? why do i feel all this emotions i feel in her presence ? . I felt so much frustration yet my heart longed for her .

Jezraiah

i met Kieran when we were still children and in grade school , i use to day dream of us getting married and living happily ever after thats why when his father asked my father to marry us years later i jumped and yes . he was the man of my dreams and the perfect gentleman for the 3 years we were married the other two that followed after were just chaos . i love this man and if i cant have him no one will . i have spent all my years trying to be the suitable woman for him , i know he has seen another that is why he is so cold towards me but the sun will fall and the roaster will feast on it before i let a little w***e take what is mine .

"Kieran come to bed , i am not going to bite you "

I had forgotten what it feels like to lay in his bed, i had longed for his touch and the velvelty feel of his skin against mine and when i saw him standing up and enter the blankets with out putting up a fight i knew i had gotten what is mine where i want it at this moment.

" kieran talk to me please , lets fix us "

" theres nothing to fix here , i know my sisters called you here as always right ?" he said but i knew deep down inbetween his legs his heart was saying otherwise.

"fine what do you want ? is it my pecker you want Jezraiah , is that why you can not stay away from me ? "

" and in my heart i was like yes daddy , yes daddy come to mamma" my garden had long bloomed , my cherry was already ripe , throbbing and ready for him .

he was so rough , i have never seen him like this before ,"this is what you want right?' he said as he gave me his length to devour , i could not stop , i wanted him , i did not care if he wanted himself in me or not because the size and warmth of his joystick said it all .

Kieran

i just sat there with her head and mouth doing what she does best , that is to relive my tension of course but this time it felt different , the kick and sattisfaction i use to get from it was not there . i could not even fake a mourn , i just wanted her to finish, throwing her on the bed i turned her over and entered her on her back , i closed my eyes and gave her as many strokes as i could so i can sleep , today i was ready to drift of into sleep and maybe i'd journey into the spirit land and meet this mysterious girl . i wanted to talk to her , i wanted to see her dress twirl like it usually does , i wanted to hear her giggle as she chases butterflies , i wanted to see the sunrays on her golden brown hair as it swayed back and forth following the wind without care . i have never yearned for sleep like i did today .