The Night He Threw Me Away
“I, Tavren Vale, reject Veylora Ashmere as my mate.”
The words tore through the clearing like a blade. For one stunned second I could not breathe. The rising Blood Moon painted everything in deep red light, and hundreds of pack members stood frozen around us. Only a moment earlier the air had been thick with excitement. Now gasps and shocked whispers exploded on every side.
I stared at the boy I had loved since I was twelve. Tavren stood tall in his ceremonial furs, broad-shouldered and cold, looking at me as if I were something he had already decided to discard.
The mate bond inside my chest snapped. White-hot pain ripped through me so hard my knees buckled. I hit the ground before I could stop myself. Dirt bit into my palms. My vision swam.
Get up…Get up now.
I forced my legs to lock. I would not let them watch me break. When I finally stood, Tavren’s face had not softened even a little.
“Tavren,” I said, my voice cracking. “What are you doing?”
“What I should have done months ago.” His jaw was tight. His eyes stayed hard. “You are not strong enough to stand beside me, Veylora. You never were.”
“I have loved you since we were children.” The words spilled out raw and ugly in front of everyone. “I waited for you. I defended you. I believed in you.”
“Believing in someone does not make you a Luna.” He said it flatly, like he was stating a simple fact instead of destroying a life. “This pack needs strength. It needs someone who can lead beside me, not someone who needs protecting.”
Laughter rolled through the crowd, sharp and cruel. Heat flooded my face. Then she stepped out from behind him.
Sable Rourke.
His ex-girlfriend wore a satisfied smile that turned my stomach. She slid her hand into his right there in front of the Alpha, the Elders, and every person who had ever known my name.
“I told you she was never enough,” Sable said, loud enough for the whole clearing to hear. “A rejected mate. How pathetic.”
More laughter, Someone near the front actually clapped. I searched the crowd for Ilsa, my best friend since childhood, the one person who was supposed to stand with me. She looked away. Her eyes dropped to the ground like she could not bear to be seen near my shame.
Even people I had grown up with, people whose children I had played with, people whose wounds I had helped bandage after training, refused to meet my gaze. Rejection had made me invisible. Or worse, contagious.
The Moon Priest cleared his throat, clearly unsure how to continue a ceremony that had just collapsed.
Tavren’s voice dropped lower, though everyone was still close enough to hear. “Veylora. Do not make this harder than it needs to be. Walk away with whatever dignity you have left.”
Whatever dignity I had left. I wanted to scream. I wanted to fall apart right there in the dirt. My chest felt hollow where the bond used to live, an ache so deep I could barely stay upright.
But my mother’s voice echoed in my head, the one lesson she had drilled into me since I was small. Never let them see you bleed. Not when they want it. Not when they expect it.
I lifted my chin.
“Congratulations,” I said, and my voice barely shook. “You just saved me the trouble of rejecting you first.”
Something flickered in Tavren’s eyes. Surprise, maybe. It vanished as quickly as it came. Sable’s fingers tightened on his arm, reminding him where his loyalty now belonged.
I turned before anyone could see what that small crack did to me. I walked through the crowd with my back straight and my hands steady even though everything inside me was screaming. The whispers followed me the whole way.
“Rejected.”
“Poor girl.”
“I heard she cried for weeks preparing for tonight.”
“Weak. Just like he said.”
I did not cry. I would not give them that.
~ ~
I made it past the edge of the clearing, past the torches, past the last row of pack members who parted for me like I carried a disease. The night air hit my face, cold and sharp. Only then did I let my composure waver. I pressed one hand against a tree and forced air back into my lungs.
That was when someone grabbed my wrist. I spun around, ready to snap at whoever wanted to add one more insult to the worst night of my life. It was my mother.
Her face was pale in the moonlight, paler than I had ever seen it. Her eyes held a fear I did not recognize. She had always been the strongest woman I knew. Right now her hands trembled around my wrist like she was holding onto something that might slip away.
“Mother, what is it? What’s wrong?”
“We’re leaving tonight.” Her voice came out fast and urgent, barely above a whisper. “I married someone, Veylora.”
The words made no sense. My mind was still reeling from the rejection, from the laughter, from the hollow place in my chest. I opened my mouth to ask what she meant, but she spoke again before I could form the question.
“The Alpha Lord of Blackthorne Dominion. Almost a year ago.”
I stared at her. “What did you just say?”
“I married the Alpha Lord of Blackthorne Dominion.” She said it slower this time, as if repeating it would make it easier to accept. “We need to leave tonight. Please, just trust me.”
“Trust you?” I pulled my wrist free. “You kept something like this from me?”
“I did not have a choice.”
“Everyone has a choice.” My chest still ached from the broken bond, and this new wound tore open right beside it. “How long have you been hiding this?”
She hesitated. That hesitation told me everything.
“Almost a year.”
A year. She had been married for nearly a year and I had no idea. I had come to her crying about my worries over the mating ceremony, about my fear that Tavren was pulling away, and the entire time she had carried a secret big enough to reshape my life.
“How could you not tell me?” My voice cracked. “I tell you everything. And you let me stand there tonight and get humiliated in front of the whole pack without once mentioning that we would not even be staying here?”
“I did not know the rejection would happen tonight.” Guilt filled her eyes, but I was too raw to care. “I was going to tell you after the ceremony, once you were settled with Tavren. I thought you would have your own life started. I did not want to complicate things before you had your mate.”
“Well, there is no mate.” I threw my arms out toward the clearing where the fire still glowed through the trees. “There is nothing keeping me here anymore. So congratulations. Your timing worked out perfectly.”
“Veylora, please.”
“No.” I shook my head. Tears burned behind my eyes but I refused to let them fall. “I just lost everything back there. My mate. My best friend. My place in this pack. And now you are telling me we are leaving for some Dominion I have never even heard of, married to some Alpha I know nothing about.”
“His name is Cassian Blackthorne,” she said. “He is a good man. He has treated me well. And his sons will not harm you. I would never bring you somewhere unsafe.”
Sons?! The word settled over me like a stone. I was about to live with strangers in a pack I knew nothing about, right after being rejected in front of everyone I had ever known.
She did not answer, because there was nothing left to say that would make any of it hurt less.
We left within the hour. I did not even get to say goodbye to the few people who might have still cared. I stood at the edge of the territory line and watched my childhood home fade into the darkness. The small wooden house where I had grown up. The training grounds where I had learned to fight. The river where Ilsa and I used to swim every summer. All of it disappeared into the trees, swallowed by the night. I felt like I was losing pieces of myself with every step.
The rejection ache still burned in my chest, deep and constant. I clenched my fists and kept walking.
I would never be that weak, discarded girl again…