Where Your Secrets Hide

SECRET 44

I-I don't know what to say, but I know one thing is for sure, I don't want the history repeat itself.

I don't know what outcomes might happened if that happened, and I don't want to repeat it, I don't want to repeat the history that I made with Chase to Chase brother, Jake.

"I-I don't know what to answer for now. I have to think about it." I said and he nodded. "Okay, think well then." He said.

We just look at each other, I have this little feeling that I know him before, or maybe it is just my head messing up with me since the person that I am looking at is the face of the same person I hit at, literally hit his head, and hit him as a relationship.

My life become mess when our life tangled, and my life is better now, I don't want my life to be tangled to another Hudson, because I don't want my perfect life for now to become a mess.

"Well okay now. Jackson, show Mr. Hudson here the school." Mr. holland said, our principal so we both got out of the office and we start walking on the hallways, and as I presumed and ssumed, students are going to look at us, since no on knows that Chase had a twin brother.

They just keep staring at us, like they'd stop whatever the hell they are doing just to stare at us, you know what I mean? Their curiosity opens up.

Their eyes followed us until the end of the hallway, like they are observing us.

"is that Chase Hudson?"

"Is that his ghost?"

"Am I dreaming? What the hell is going on?"

"Jeez, yesterday a masked man revealed our secret to us, and now, Chase?"

"Is Chase alive?"

"It cannot be, it cannot be Chase, it must be some impostor who want to impersonate Chase, because Chase is dead right?"

Some of the talk of the school.

I can see Jake that he is kind of uncomfortable, just by the way he looks, his eyes are like looking everywhere.

"His death really have a big impact to our school isn't it?" He said while looking straight at the hallway. "His death is controversial since he is the first one who died after so many decades, after the last murder happened here." I said. "Another murder has been committed.?" He asks. "Well 136 years ago, it was year 1887 when a serial killer roamed this town, killing people in random, and after that serial killer was caught, no murders has been committed, until your brothers case is." I explained.

Jeez, why am I talking about the past, I don't want to turn my head on the past just to tell that story to the person who is connected to who I the reason why he is dead.

"I see." He said, like literally, no other reaction, like he knows the past of our town... I mean, maybe Cahse told him?

"So this is our library, a lot of students are going in there to study, but more likely to rest since no one really wants to read nowadays." I said while showing him out school library. We got out of the library and continue walking. "This is our stadium, mostly this is where our events are happening, it is so big like there is some kind of passage under, kidding, well the reason why this is so big is because a lot of students are studying here." I said while showing him the stadium that is close for this time.

We went to the side of the stadium.

"This is our basketball covered court, the stadium and our court is connected but just divided into two." I said and we keep walking a little more distance.

"This is the boys locker room, and in front of our locker room is the girls locker room." I said while pointing the twoo locker room that is facing each other.

When the football team came out of the locker room, with Austin.

They all stop walking and talking to each other when they saw us together, me and Chase, I mean jake!

Jeez Jackson, what the hell am I thinking?

They all just stared at him, like they couldn't believe what are they seeing.

"Chase?" Austin called Chase name. I look at Jake when he just smiled. "My name is Jake, Chase is my twin brother." He said and bowed to them just to show respect.

I do felt like he adopted the culture of Thailand.

"Continue now." Jake said to me and he starts walking and I just followed him when Austin grab my arms to stop me from moving.

"What the hell is wrong with you Austin!" I said and get my arms back frm him. "What the hell are you doing Jackson?" He said. "I am the first one who asks that." Is said and I turn around. "This is a proof that you really love Chase since you are sticking to his twin, aren't you tired of sticking to anyone? Aren't you creeped out whenever you are seeing him because the memories are running back to you of that night?" He said.

I stop walking and I don't know what to say.

Ausstin is right, what am I doing?

And yes Austin, I am very creeped out right now because memory are coming back to me! But I didn't kill Chase, I never did!

"Is that the reason why you are stuttered when you see him? Because your guilt is eating you? Because when you saw him your sins to Chase comes back right at you? Is that why you are blaming me for your sins?" I answered and I face him. "You should be the one who should have this creeps every time you see me, because you f*****g rape and it is still fresh in my mind. How dare you face your victim like you never rape them? How many boys and girls have you raped? What are you really? Are you even a human? Are you even all a human?!" I just didn't say it to Ausitn,, but also to his teams since they all do that to me, they all played me like a toy. "I'll never forgive you for what you've done. Maybe your karma iss still not happening, but I will make sure that your karma will be coming soon, so you all be punished to your sins, especially you Austin. You're dirtier than me." I said and leave them and start walking away from them and Jake just followed me.

How dare they say that to me? How come they can face me like that?

I can feel the tears dripping down from mmy eyes to my cheeks.

I immediately wiped it down and smiled.

"You know, a man can cry too when you are in pain." Jake said to me and he help me wipe my tears. "I remembered when Chase died, I cry like a baby since we are so close together, and the only tthing in my mind that time si to take revenge to who killed him, but I am glad that the person who did that to my brother is now in jail, he deserves more than jail, because whn you take life, you should take life too." He said and I can hear the crack on his voice because of his madness.

And my hair stood up as he said that.

Yes jake,, I deserves more than jail, I deserve to die.

"Did I heard it right? Those boys raped you?" He asks and my eyes widened as i realized that Jake heard everything I said to those football players. I couldn;;t answer because it is too awkward to open up to someone who I don't know entirely and to a person who look like the person that died because of me.

"How dare they do that to you! You are a boy, they are boys! Haven't they know respect? How could you face them and how could they face you?" He said. "You don't have to tell me anything from now because I know what you are feeling right now, since we just knew each other like 2 minutes ago then you are going to open up." He said.

Yeah, he is right, I guess he read my mind lol.

"it's 2 years ago, and I don't care anymore, I believe that the karma is coming to their way." I said. "Should we continue our tour?" I ask and he just smiled. "Just if you have time to open up, or if you want to talk to somebosy, just think that I am Chase, since Chase told me that you opened up to him that easy." He said and I just smiled as an answer.

I don't wwant to think that he is Chase, I never wanted too.

After hour of exploring the whole school, touring him, showing him the rooms that are important, the bell rang means the class started.

Just like before or earlier, students are looking at us.

"Hey babe!" I turned around as I heard Katharina called me. "I was looking for you everywhere, where have you been, and I am so sorry if I didn-" She did not finshe her sentence as she saw Jake beside me. "Chase?" She said and she looks so confuse and scared at the same time. "You're alive? H-how?" She asks. "I'm Jake, Chase is my brother." He introduces himself. "She is Katharina, my girlfriend." I said and kiss Katharin in her lips and I can feel that katharina got shookt to what I did, she didn't even kiss me back.

I wanted to kiss her in front of Jake so I could show him that I am straight, so he wouldn't believe any rumors about us, I mean about Cahse and I.