Where Your Secrets Hide

SECRET 22

Sometimes, when we felt like we needed something, it means we needed something.

At that time, I was so shocked after seeing what's inside my cabinet.

Someone is really playing with me, but that person thought that I am not good at playing, so, whoever loses to my game, it means that he is C, the responsible one.

And I am right to be exact. After knowing the truth a couple months ago, I told to myself "I should never save his ass before, because my life becomes messy, because of you." And ask myself why, Why I got fooled by him, I got fooled by C.

My sin, is not that big for my life to turn upside down, since, now I know the whole truth about everything,, I can see that I don't deserve this kind of life that I am having right now.

I woke up early to make a breakfast for myself, I'm going back to school, I don't care what people will think about me, because their opinion, doesn't affect me.

"A 17 years old boy, Chase Carter is still missing for two weeks now! No sign of him has been found, his family is hoping for their son to knock on their door, alive, but until there's no trace of him neither a mark, there is still a chance that he is alive, but there's likely more 96% of a chance, that he is now dead, and just no one saw his body."

"f**k!"

I said after slicing the skin of my finger while chopping the pork meat for my breakfast.

I went on the sink to wash off the blood on my finger to avoid viruses. After washing it, I dried it with a face towel and went on the sala to turn off the television. I take a deep breath so I can relax again, but I can't. I just can't relax until there is someone finding Chase body.

I heard a knock on my door and that's when my heart start racing again.

Shit

I slowly walk towards the door to open it, and it is just Henry, my bestfriend. He smiled at me and he went straight inside my house. He make a frown face before he put his bag on a chair

"God, the smell Jackson!" He said while covering his nose. "I know! That is why I need your help tommorow after school!" I explained. "Yeah, for sure." He said while walking towards at the cabinet where I put all the materials that I used for cleaning this house. He open it and the smell came out and spread to our faces.

The flies fly over our head.

"I think we should do it earlier." He suggested.

Yeah, maybe it's for the best.

I am so sorry Chase. I didn't mean all of this to happen. I know you know it, but I'm still sorry.

I wipe the tears on my cheeks so Henry couldn't see that I'm crying. This whole week, I couldn't sleep. I'm thinking about him, thinking about what I did. All I can do is think about Chase, it's all about him, all about Chase.

"Where do you want to put Chase body?" He asks. "Well, uhm, I decided to put his body at the back of my house, at the forest." I said.

"What?"

"I have plan Henry, don't you worry. I have a plan. You have to trust me, like how we trust each other before this nightmare come."

I lied, because I have no plan at all.

Déjà vu number 6

We're done about the past, so we have to go back where I left the page for present opens.

The present where holds my future, the present that represents my future and the past, the present where the reason why what happened last year, happened.

Why I am here, talking to everyone, telling the truth about what really happens.

Chase Carter, the new talk of the town.

I am confused about everything, who killed Chase? I heard that the autopsy says that he diednot because of the trauma but because he was stabbed from his heart multiple times.

I don't remember stabbing him multiple times, I don't remember having a knife on my hand and stabbing it to his heart.

I only remember cracking his neck...

Does that mean that I am innocent? That I didn't killed him?

"Hey.." I look up and saw Carla approaching me. I smiled back at her and she sat down beside me. I'm still at school, here in the bench where the football field is near, again, I am waiting for my best friend, Henry. She look at me and I can tell through her eyes that she wanted to say something, but something is stopping her for that. "You know that you can always tell me what's on your mind right?" I said and I tap her shoulers. "Well, I wanted to say condolence about your cousin. I just couldn't believe that someone could kill him, like he just visited our town." She said.

I take a deep breath and just look at her.

"Thanks. Even me couldn't process what happened this past few days..." I answered her back. "People says that it happened because that day is the witch day, and someone summoned her." She answered back. I look back to her with my confuse face. "Do you believe on what they are saying? That the witch did this all? Did that all?" I ask her.

She took a sigh and she but her lips, like she is thinking an answer about my question.

To be honest, if the witch did it all, then maybe it is her right to do it. How could they be mad at the dead, people are so immature back then up until now. Believing every rumor that is spreading.

If I'm gonna be a murder, my first target are the one who are nosy about my business, about other business.

"To be honest, I don't know what to believe about our own town. I don't even know there was a witch living here before, because those crazy event happened last day, didn't happened last year. Maybe those people are crazy to believe such things, and those crazy people are me." She answered.

She look to me with a force smile on her face and she stood up.

"I'm sorry for your lost." She said before she leaves.

I just stick my eye to her as she disappears from the distance.

The reason why I didn't go with my plan, with uncle, why I didn't leave this town, is because I don't want to run away from my sins, from my crimes. Maybe I don't want to be in jail for my crime, but I can't just leave my mess behind. Specially right now knowing that Chase died because of stabbing, not because of head trauma or neck crack. That only means one thing, I did not kill Chase. I am just the reason why he is dead in the first place.

It means, C killed Chase...

Or someone.

I don't know who killed Chase but my number 1 suspect is C. I mean, he is trying to get into my head for thinking that I killed him, but the truth is, he killed him.

I don't even know what C is trying to do, what C is trying to prove, what C going to do after he get his plan done.

But I know, C wants me, C is trying to do something. Up until now, I won't know what C is thinking, until I don't know who C is.

Ugh s**t,

I look up after my head got hit by a ball.

Austin and his dumb f*****g friends are walking towards me while they are laughing. I just raised my right eyebrow to them and went straight up to get the ball they used to throw at me.

"Give the ball to us Jackson." One of Austin friend said. I smirk at them at point out the ball that I am holding. "This ball? Or my ball?" I ask sarcastically and laugh sarcastically. They look at each other and laugh. "So you really are satisfied about what we did to you huh?" Austin said and he stop walking when they reach me. "You are satisfied too, you are moaning like I am Sarah your fucking." I said. His eyes widened and he get my shirt and punch me. "You don't know what are you talking about Jackson!" He yelled at me with his angry voice that is shaking.

It is shaking because he did not expect me to know about what is going on between him and Sarah.

Chase told me, when we did our first time.

"How about Sarah?" I ask him just after he kissed me on the neck. "What about her?" He asks back. "Sarah's your girlfriend..." I said in shyness. I don't want to be a mistress or just a third party who no one knows about. Chase have a girlfriend, but he is banging me now.

I want it to stop, but we are wanting this to happen for so long... And,, I couldn't tell it to him, because I felt weak, specially every time he kiss my neck and my lips, it's like I don't want him to stop, it's like I am drowning, drowning with pleasure, drowning and wanting.

"She f**k my best friend, she kissed my best friend, they are together while we are together." He answered. "So you are doing this just to get back to her?" I ask him and stop him from kissing my neck. He smiled and smirk at the same time. "No, I am doing this because I want you to be mine, because I love you, because I don't love her anymore, the first time I saw them cheating on me, I just couldn't break it up to her, because I kneel down before her and offer her a life with me." He answered.

He looks so down and disappointed at the same time.

I smiled and kiss him on the lips, suck my tongue inside him and be on top of him.

"Then we should not stop."

"You see, how many people have you s*x with before? How many people did you kiss? How many relationships you've break before? Austin, I am not dumb. I am not like you." I said. He let go of me. I look to the three of them including Austin. "You want this ball?" I ask him and point out to the ball that I am holding right now. I smiled and drop the ball on the ground. "You want us to raped you again isn't it? You want us to break you again huh? You are a slut." Fernando said, one of Austin's friends. "No matter how many times you raped me, how many times you kidnapped me and do dirty things to me, you will never break me, you will never make me afraid and scared to all of you, I won't run, because I am not the one who needs running." I said.

How could you break me, if I am already broken?

"Just deal with it, you are a slut." They said. "Just deal with it, all of you are rapist." I said. "Yes, we are. We raped you, we raped the other girls, we raped boys, and all of them ended up not being here today with us." Fernando said. "Because you killed them all." I said. "No because we---" He did not finish his sentence when Austin punch him on his arm. "You can be strong, you can be a foul-mouthed person, you can be mad at us and be confident about yourself, but you won't bring us down." Austin said. "Not now, but soon, you'll see." I answered. "You know what Jackson?" Austin said and he walk towards me until our face our inches close to each other. "I know where your secrets hide." He added and they left me here, standing all alone.

I did not talk, I did not speak or move...

I remember those Phrase before... I remember seeing it... Reading it...

'I know where his body hides,

I mean, where your secrets hide'

The only person who said that to me before....

Is no other than...

C

Is Austin C?

Or Austin is C?