Survival or Die

Chapter one "Where the f**k you at b***h" FIND HER what the hell yall think I pay yous for I ran and ran as he chased me down the street cutting corners as i hid inside of an abandoned building. Hoping and praying I lost him as i counted the money I had just stolen I could of sworn he was sleep from the 2 pills I slipped into his drink before he could think about taking my virginity. Over hearing gun shots around me , while looking through the window i couldn't see much through all the rain . As a bullet swiftly flew past my head shattering the window trying not to scream holding my mouth shut not wanting to be herd. I could of sworn i lost them so i Quietly crawled to the back door standing to my feet, stepping out the back running towards the back gate trying to open it feeling my fingers go numb from the cold weather conditions. Once I opened i held my head up as i ran as fast as I could without looking back. "FIND HER AND GET MY MONEY THAT SCAMMING b***h TRIED TO DRUG ME I WANT HER ALIVE" was all I herd making my way towards the train station quickly swipping my metro card running down the stairs trying not to fall. The door of the train remained open as i slid through as they closed catching my breath sitting on the chair waiting for my stop in queens, ny. I Honestly felt over whelmed as tierd as i felt living this life there was nothing I could do it was either live or die and dieing wasnt a option today or ever. I was 2 stops away from mine holding my bag close protecting my money. As i became close standing up looking over my shoulder constantly checking my surroundings I was scared. My hotel was three block away as i kept my head down trying not to bring atention to my self i walked into the entrance going to the elevator pressing my floor I was over joyed no one was in her with me since I looked like a hot mess. Entering my room,swiftly taking off my clothing while entering the bathroom turning on the shower stripping outta my clothes waiting for the water to turn hot . Looking at myself though the mirror thinking about my life and the things I've been through and still going through as i hopped into the shower feeling it's warmth wrap around my body releasing all of my stress from tonight I couldn't believe i was almost caught. Next time I had to be more careful. If there was a next time I washed my body carefully while brushing my teeth. Scrubbing his touch off my body still feeling his nasty ass lips kiss all over my body smelling his breath i nearly puked in my mouth just the thought pissed me off ,rinsing my body and mouth , Feeling clean and fresh turning off the water wrapping up with a towel . Walking towards the bed i sat down taking 10 grand outta my bag I was saving up planning to move . I wanted nothing more than a better life . At sixteen I should be living a normal life going to school hanging with friends and family but instead look at where i am alone in this cold world never had a boyfriend ,friends, a mom or dad nothing just me too tierd of crying laid in bed thinking of what life could be like once I've started over. I just hope I won't have to go back to plotting and stealing and sceaming I thought as sleep took over my body. . . . . . . . . Life is like a boomerang what you give you get . . Unknown "She got away damn stealing 20gs from me money I had owed I was gonna die I knew that if I didn't come up with that money since some told me I wasn't going to see her again because if I do she's dead what the f**k man I thought how was I gonna explain this all because of some p***y I ain't even get thinking I couldn't go home without that money s**t I'm done for. . . . . . . Last night I had woken up in sweats from having this strange dream it was like a warning without doubting it, putting some clothes and shoes on gathering my belongings and all the money I've gathered over the months. It was time for a change of sinery. After making sure things were good I returned my room key. And made my way to the airport while booking a one way to miami . As my uber stopped infront of me holding my duffle bag entering the car i was omw as that feeling became stronger was like something was bound to happen all I could do was pray for my sinns and hope for forgiveness . Laying my head upon the window frame just thinking that was until sleep caught my eyes. Then woken up as we made it i gotten out the vehicle grabbing my belongings. I Walked into the building checking in grabbing my ticket. Going towards my gate number my flight wasn't until 5am since it was only 3am I sat down scrolling down my empty phone . Kept feeling like I was being watched i looked over my shoulder discreetly without being noticed trying to find what was up but came up empty handed. Maybe Im paranoid but something no I know I'm being watched . . . . . How could someone as beautiful as her be in this position i watched from afar as she constantly looked over her shoulder so no one would notice I was hired to get close enough to take her out my boss wanted her dead for the problems she's been causing around new York City. Funny she really thought she could escape the problems she was about to face i was deep in my thoughts as i looked around noticing I couldn't find her this couldn't be possible while looking around noticing the washroom slowly stepped inside pushing the door open checking each stall . As i felt my neck being strangled bringing me down to my knee to her level she held a belt tightly. Before loosing air gainging my composure flipping her body over she quickly got up decking me in my face over and over with each hit I felt it. This b***h hit like a man SHET "Did you really think you could run up on me and I wouldn't notice I ain't stupid nor nieve I saw you I mile away" she said as i punched her dead in the mouth mom's always taught me never hit a woman but this one wanted to fight like a man so I treated her ass like one as she tripped me hearing the click of a gun i laid froze wondering how she got my gun without my knowledge. Feeling as a shot went off piercing me in the shoulder as a smile slid across her face as she kissed my lips knocking me out with the bud of my gun all I seen was black Like comment share