ASP 1
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"Lady Ellie, nandito na po ang pinsan niyo. Sinusundo na po kayo."
Halos wala akong naintindihan sa sinabi ni Manang Lala. Natulala lamang ako sa labas ng glass door. Mahina ang patak ng ulan ngayong umaga mas lalong nakadagdag sa lungkot na aking nadarama. Hindi ko pa rin matanggap ang nangyari. Hindi ko alam kung paano at bakit ako pumayag na gawin ang bagay na iyon sakin. Damn him! Pinagsamantalahan niya ako. Inabuso niya ang katawan ko. Muli nanaman akong napahikbi ng maalala ang nangyari noong araw na iyon. Pero kasalanan niya nga ba? Bakit tila may kasalanan rin ako? I give in to him. I really did. Hindi ko akalain na magagawa ko iyon. I hate his group, I really did. But why the hell did my body responded? Do I really hate him?
Why I am confused?
Isang tapik sa balikat ang nakapagpagising sa'king pagkatulala.
Everyone know that I am kidnapped. But no one know who did it. And I won't tell them. Isang malaking gulo ang mangyayari once na malaman nila iyon. Lalo na ang pinsan kong si Lance, mahal na mahal kami ng mga pinsan niya. He treat us like a Queen Hindi niya hahayaang mapano kami.
Naalala ko nung time na dalhin ako sa tapat ng aming mansion. Mabilis pa sa alas cuatro na lumabas si Lance para salubungin ako ng yakap at sinipat agad kung may masakit ba sa akin. Tulala lamang ako noon. Wala akong maapuhap na salita tila nablanko ang isip ko. Galit na galit siya dahil roon. He said makakapatay siya.
Ginawa nila ang lahat para lang malaman ang may kagagawan noon. Pero wala silang makuhang impormasyon. At bakit wala? Simple lang dahil sobrang makapangyarihan ang taong may kagagawan.
He's powerful, genius and ruthless.
Nang maligo ako ay napansin ko agad ang marka sa aking groin. Isang simbolo, ang simbolo ng kalapastangan sa akin.
Ang nota na nag aapoy, the mark is dark at medyo reddish.
Dark Deimos Society symbolism...
Nanigas ako sa sobrang galit. Nanginginig ang aking kalamnan.
Isang buwan na ang nakakalipas pero heto ako nagdurusa. I experience vomiting almost every day. Antukin din ako at kung ano ano ang gustong kainin. My mother is worried, she almost cried because of my situation. My dad is mad, Hindi niya matanggap ang sinapit ko. Awang awa na sila sakin.
"Lady Ellie?" Doon ako tuluyang natauhan.
"Kanina pa po kita kinakausap." Nakitaan ko siya ng lungkot at awa. Marahan akong tumango at tumayo. Sumabay ako sakanya palabas.
Natagpuan ko sa sofa sa receiving area ang aking pinsan na prenteng nakaupo. He look at me with worried eyes. Napayuko na lamang ako.
Lance Armstrong is handsome, talented and charming. He look like a Greek God, every girl praised him bukod sa pagiging gentleman at mabait he's a member of a known fraternity. Light Hedone Society an elite frat compose of beautiful bachelors in present generation. Sikat sila dahil sa pagiging magaling kumanta. Not only in music industry maging sa business world. They're the heirs.
"I know you're not okay. So I won't ask you if you're okay. Come here." Aniya saka tinapik ang gilid kung saan siya nakaupo. Marahan akong lumakad at naupo roon.
Nang lumapat ang aking puwetan sa sofa ay hinagod niya ang aking buhok gaya ng nakagawian niya simula pa bati kami sa tuwing malungkot o nasaktan ako. I cried because of that.
"Why me? Lance, why of all people?" I sobbed. He kiss my head and hush.
"Tell me, who did it?" He asked me again. I stop crying and shook my head.
Nag igting ang panga niya. "Cmon, who did it?" He repeat.
Wala akong masabi. Natulala nalang ako sa guwapong muka ng pinsan ko.
Umattend ako ng gathering noong batch namin ng highschool. Nandito lahat, maging ang mga kaklase kong sikat na sa industriya ng showbiz at business. Ibang iba na sila ngayon, they look matured and sophisticated. Marami sakanila ay may pangalan na sa industriya.
Lalo na siya. I look at the man who stop in front of me. He look manly handsome with those perfect face. He's wearing a white tuxedo. He had a perfect set of color brown eyes. Mahabang pilikmata, makapal na kilay, matangos na ilong pangahang muka na may mapulang labi.
Onyx Kyle Patchaligan is a beautiful view. He was my first love, my long time crush. Bata pa lang kami niligawan niya na ako. Kaya lang alam kong playboy siya. Kaya pinili ko nalang na maging mag kaibigan kami.
"How are you?" He asked worriedly. Yumuko ako at nilaro ang aking daliri. Nahihiya ako. Nahihiya ako sakanya.
Alam nila, alam ng buong frat ni Lance ang tungkol sakin. Sa pagdadalang tao ko. Pinigil ko ang sariling umiyak. Tatlong buwan na akong nagkulong sa aming Mansion at ngayon lamang ako lumabas. Hindi naman ganoon kalaki ang aking tiyan kaya nakakapagsuot pa din ako ng fancy dress.
"I'm o-okay.." Nagulat ako ng iangat niya ang aking muka. He look at me with worried.
"Just tell me. I can be the father of your child." Natigilan ako roon. Maging ang mga socialite na kaklase namin ay napalingon sa aming direksyon not because they heard him. Kundi, kilala si Onyx. Sobrang sikat siya,he's a model and a member of a popular band.
"Pero.." Tutol ako. Hindi ko alam pero kahit tempting ay ayoko. Noon ko pa gusto si Onyx pero Hindi naging kami. He respect my decision.
I won't hurt him again by giving him the permission.
"I am serious, Ellie." He said huskily. Nag Iwas ako ng tingin. Even if he's serious about it. I won't. At para bang may pumipigil sakin.
Walang nakakaalam na buntis ako. Only the Light Hedone Members. Kaya kung titingnan kilig na kilig ang mga kaklase namin sa nasasaksihan.
"Pumayag kana Ellie! Be her girlfriend! Cmon, he's f*****g Onyx Kyle Patchaligan for Gods sake!" Tili nila Claudette. Tila iba ang pagkakaintindi nila since malayo sila ng konti samin.
They cheered for us. Lalo akong naguilty.
Hindi ko alam pero kumalabog ang puso ko nang may matangkad na lalaking dumaan papunta sa bar counter. He's tall and handsome. Higit kaninuman, he look like a Demi God. He's wearing a dark tuxedo.
Sinalinan ng bar tender ang wine glass nito na agad nitong tinungga.
I look at Onyx who's waiting for my answer. I sighed.
"I won't do that. I'm not cruel, Onyx." I said. Nanginig ang aking kalamnan nang maramdaman kong may pares ng mata ang nakatitig sa amin. Napayuko ako dahil doon.
Kahit galit ay may nararamdaman ako sakanya. Simula ng magbuntis ako gustong gusto kong nakikita ang guwapo niyang muka. Marinig ang boses niyang kumakanta. Kahit patago ginagawa ko iyon. Puno ng pictures niya ang cellphone ko. I admired him from afar. I hate him but I love to see him. I know, Lance and Onyx will be mad when they found out who's the father of my child. I'm sure they declared a bloody war between their frat. I won't like that.
Hindi alam ng ama ng anak ko na buntis ako. Kaya wala na siyang paki sakin. I know gumanti lang siya Kay Lance at Onyx. They're friends before until Lance and Onyx joined the Light Hedone. The one that he hated for so long kaya sila nagkagalit. Pangarap kasi nila Lance at Onyx ang mapabilang sa sikat na banda. They abandoned him just for their dreams.
At ako ang kabayaran sa pagtalikod ng pinsan ko.
Ang sakit sakit. Bakit ako pa? I hate him for being a womanizer, a playful, and ruthless jerk. Palagi siyang pinagkakaguluhan Simula elementary hanggang college. Hindi pa siya miyembro ng Dark Deimos Society noon. Marami ng nagkakagusto at humahanga sakanya. He's intimidating.. I can't stand near him. Kakaiba ang epekto niya sa akin. Hindi niya ako pinapansin noon. Para lang akong hangin na dinaraanan niya. Kaliwa't kanan ang babae niya.
"Okay, I understand. I can wait. Just tell me if you agree. Can I have a sit?" Nagbalik ako sa present time nang magsalita si Onyx. I nodded and let him be. Saktong dating ni Henryx nakiusap ito sakin kung maari siyang umupo sa tabi ni Onyx. Marahan akong tumango. Henryx Lubreco is hot like a rising sun. He's famous too, like Onyx. Member of Light Hedone. Hindi lang basta miyembro pang
Lima siya. Pang apat si Onyx. Henryx is a bassist of their band.
Pilyo at masayahin. They talk about random things at kung minsan ay sinasali nila ako. Its just that I'm not on my mood. Kaya hinahayaan nalang nila ko.
Hindi ko na natiis. Tiningnan ko siya. But nadismaya lang ako dahil wala na siya doon.
Ako, si Onyx at Henryx ang magkakaklse noon saka siya. Kaya nandito kaming apat sa gathering. Pinaglaruan ko nalang ang cake sa platito na nakapatong sa'king harap. Nawalan ako ng gana. Until I heard the most beautiful voice I ever heard. Bumilis ang t***k ng puso ko dahil doon.
"All I am, all I'll be
is to be with you
Everything in this world
means nothing without you
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
You give me the reason
to be alive.."The crowd became silent too. Nasa stage siya ngayon. Hawak ang gitara at nakatutok ang mapulang labi sa microphone.
Ang lamig ng Boses niya. Husky at nakakainlove.
"When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations
embrace me wholeheartedly
Hold my heart and
never leave me 'cause I.."I'm lost for words. Tanging magandang boses niya lang ang naririnig ko.
"I cherish you
everyday I will
never stop loving you
For the rest of my life
you are always mine
You don't have to think twice
because I am yours
I will love you always
From the depths of my soul
you have the control in
my heart.." He look at me. I know sakin siya nakatingin. While we everyone look at him. Lalo na yung mga babaeng noon pa man gustong gusto na siya. They're here, hyperventilating.
"I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking if I cherish you
nor do I love you this much
my answer is always I do
In my world that is full of darkness
Didn't know where I was going
I'm finding the light to escape
the storm I experience
I am thankful because you
lighten up my way
To a new paradise
You make me realize
how lucky I am
since I found you
out of the blue.." Seryoso siyang nakatingin sakin that makes my heart pounded more. He's handsome, a masterpiece.
"You are my everything...
You are my eternity...
I love you so much
Hold my heart and
never leave me 'cause I
I cherish you
everyday I will
never stop loving you
For the rest of my life
you are always mine
You don't have to think twice
because I am yours.." Tiningnan niya lahat ng tao sa paligid. Everyone smiled at him but he don't do the same. He's serious na lalong nakadagdag sa kagwapuhan niya. His known for being playful but sometimes he's serious like no one can tamed him.
"I cherish you
everyday I will
never stop loving you
For the rest of my life
you are always mine
You don't have to think twice
because I am yours
I will love you always
From the depths of my soul
you have the control in
my heart
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking if I cherish you
nor do I love you this much
my answer is always I do.." He look at me again. Pinaglalaruan ko na ang aking daliri sa ilalim ng lamesa. I can't stand on it. Binabaliw niya ako. Pakiramdam ko pulang pula na ko. Did someone know? Napatingin ako kina Onyx at Henryx they're silent. They looking at him with serious gazed.
"In my world that is full of darkness
Didn't know where I was going
I'm finding the light to escape
the storm I experience
I am thankful because you
lighten up my way
To a new paradise
You make me realize
how lucky I am
since I found you
out of the blue
You are my everything...
You are my eternity...
I love you so much..." Matapos ang kanta ay nagpalakpakan ang lahat. Amazed by his wonderful performance. He got a lot of praised from the people. Especially from the girl he's with.
Lucy McQuaid..a beautiful actress known for being a deity looks.
They're in a relationship for along time. I felt a sudden pain stabbed my chest. It hurts. Hindi ko na namalayang tumulo na ang luha ko. Ang sakit.
Song: I cherish you by Hershey Mae Mendoza
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