Zain Pov
I couldn’t stop looking at him. I was going crazy, my mind a whirlwind. It didn’t help that Ryan was just as confused as I was. He kept telling me to get a girlfriend, that it would help clear up the confusion. My leg was shaking a mile a minute, my anger blowing in and out of me like the wind, confusion whirling around me. He kept trying to tell me about Carrie, any other girl really since I had so many that texted me daily, but the more he said it, the more I realized all I was doing was staring at him. I remembered once before when I looked at him, before all of this happened with Lexi and Jaiden, I was thinking how perfect Grayson would be for me if he was a girl. But...what if it didn’t matter to me if he was a girl? ‘So are you starting to think we’re gay then?’ Ryan as
