Animal Spirit: The Deer

Lost sister

Pho P.O.V

"Because she's important to me" I whisper looking down. It was true,she really was important to me and I feel bad for treating her the way I did. I didn't visit her since the first time, I avoided her in the house and I was kinda rude to her. But I was so confused, I just don't know what to do. "Why so?" Matt interrupts my thoughts. I take a deep breath and look into his eyes. "She's my sister.." his eyes widen. "I didn't know, that you have a sister," he raises one eyebrow. "I didn't really talk about my past.. It hurts to talk about it, " all the memories comes back to me-loosing my home when I was only 5.

I was to young to  remember anything from that night I was separeted from my parents or from the days after.  I have few memories of them before that night. All other memories of them were replaced by memories of my new home. I was raised by members of one of the most powerfull animal spirits pack unfortunately also the worst one.  They were  really bad people and they raised me to bad too. I'm really not proud about what became of me. I was anything what he wanted me to be. It's strange, but when you love somebody, you're totally blind and I really loved Marcus. He was our Alpha -  Alpha of the Moon Eclipse pack . I killed for him without a blink of an eye and I thought he would do the same for me, how wrong was I. He was only using me. I didn't want to hurt innocent people anymore, I didn't want to fight anymore,I wanted to change, so I just left. But they were still after me, the only safe place was here in mansion.

Although I never met my sister I used to hate her most of my life, just because they told me, that my parents left me because of her. She took away my home and my parents. But when I saw her there in the mud bleeding, I realised it wasn't her fault.. She was just a little baby, she probably didn't even know she have a sister. I need to take care of her and protect her. They're already after me, now they will be after her too and only god knows what will Marcus do.

"Do you want to talk about it now?" Matts voice bring me back to reality. " No, I can't talk about it.." I sigh and look at him as he scans me from head to toe. " Well now when I focus on that, you look similiar,"  he scratch his chin." I felt the bond right when I saw her and when she shift into human, there were no doubts." " Does she know about it?" "No she have no idea.. I didn't know how to tell her yet." " Well, you should tell her soon," he looks at me and smile. " Tell her what?" suddenly we hear from the doors.