What my Thoughts could say, but my mouth couldnt

Sometimes I wish the voice in my head would shut up. It says stuff like “am i good,am i great,am i enough? Sometimes in my thoughts I get lost. So far I can't get enough. But then there are thoughts that tell me to give up. But i ignore them cuz I don't give a f**k.  roses are black, violets are gray,  I wish my thoughts could go away. But they won't So I guess they can stay. But as i fade away  i just wanted to say That's ok. My mind was right. I don't want to pick another fight. So I will go. But don't let anyone know. Cuz i have faded away Sorry i was not there when you needed me that day. When life seems to turn around like that frow of yours when you seem down Just know that i will be there for you even if i was never there for you. Just know i will be in the sunset above. Smiling about how you are loved Even though i was never real I loved how i made you feel When i made you calm or even glad I hated to see you sad Just make sure you don't let them get to you Or you will end up like me to. .