I went straight to my room. I looked outside through the window. The rain is still pouring so hard. I hope it passes as soon as possible. I looked at the ocean, waves are bigger than usual. I suddenly thought of it as a representation of my life. I mean, right now, I don’t know what to do. It’s like I’m torn between what I’m feeling and what I have to do. I heard knocks on my door. I wanted to ignore it but it just wouldn’t stop. I sighed and stood up. I reached the door handle and opened it. Kyle was standing in front of me. “What do you want now?” I said. “Well, can I come in?” He said. “It’s your house, it’s not like I have a choice.” I said and opened the door wider. “Thank you.” He said. He stepped inside, took a quick look at my room, and then turned back to me. “Lusing told m