Karma is a b***h

PARTY MUSIC, DISCO LIGHTS and a combination smell of Alcohol and Cigars, those are what embraced me as I entered Dreamers. Taas noo kong tinahak ang dancefloor para magsaya. This is how I spend my usual night time. Partying. I swayed my hips and did a dirty dance. Suddenly, I felt a warm body close to mine, someone’s dancing with me. I didn’t really mind it since it was just a dance. Sa hindi kalayuan ay natanaw ko ang isang lalaking nakamasid sa akin. Kumunot ang noo ko at mataman siyang tinitigan habang sumasayaw ako. “What the fvck? Sino siya, Adrian? Babae mo?” The girl hissed. I didn’t bother to look and just continue dancing since I don’t really care. This kind of scene is not new to me. “Hey miss, next time that you’ll going to flirt make sure that the guy isn’t married yet.” The girl suddenly grabbed my right arm, forcing me to look at her. “Hold your horse, Andie. Get lost.” The man said. Bigla namang natahimik ang mga tao sa ginawa niya. All I can hear right now is Little Mix’s Black Magic. I faced the girl and flashed her a sweet smile. “Are you talking to me?” I asked as I raised her one brow. “Obviously?” “Dear, the answer is either yes or no. You shouldn’t answer a question with another question.” “The hell I care. Ang sinasabi ko lang ay i-lugar mo ang sarili mo, kung magla-landi ka siguraduhin mo na wala pang asawa ang tao.” “I came here to party alone. I never asked your husband to accompany me.” I said in a bit irritated tone. “Yea right! If I know you’re just nothing but an attention seeker who wants fame.” “And?” I asked trying hard not to laugh. “Karma is a b***h, watch out girl, it might b***h you out.” “Right. Karma is really a b***h. And by the way, my name is Karma, in case you didn’t know.” I turned my back on her to get something to drink since I don’t want to spoil my night for nothing. Pero hinigit niya na naman ang braso ko kaya nawalan na ako ng pasensiya. She tried to slap me but adrenaline rushed in me. I held her hand then raised her one brow. “My father didn’t raise me just to get slap by someone. I really want to bitchslap you right now out of your stupidity but I won’t do that, you know why?” I leaned closer to her then whisper in her ear. “Because I’m not going to put my level down on cheap bitches like you,” gamit ang kamay niya na mahigpit kong hawak ay itinulak ko siya. Nakita ko naman ang pamumula ng mukha niya, siguro ay dala ng kahihiyan. Napailing na lang ako at nagpasyang umalis na lang dahil baka kung saan pa mapunta ang galit at inis niya sa akin. Bumuntong hininga ako habang tahimik na tinatahak ang katahimikan ng parking lot. Kahit na may kadiliman ang lugar ay agad ko ring nakita sa dating pwesto ang kulay pula ko na Corolla Altis. “Do you really have to do that? And, Argh! Your dress is so short!” Muntikan na akong mapatalon sa gulat nang may magsalita mula sa likod ko. Lumingon ako para harapin ang lalaking nagsalita. Kung hindi ako nagkakamali ay siya rin ang lalaking kanina ay nakatitig sa akin habang nasa dance floor ako. I feel like I’ve already seen him somewhere I don’t remember. He really looks familiar. “Do I know you, Mister?” kahit na kinakabahan ay sinubukan kong tatagan ang loob ko. “I guess not. Let me introduce myself then.” He pulled me closer to him and I just found my lips next to his. I want to push him off me but my body says not to do so. It didn’t cooperate. I don’t know why but there’s something in his kiss that I’m getting addicted of, something that I couldn’t comprehend. He wedged me between his muscular body and my car. I moaned out of pleasure as his kisses goes down on my neck. Moments passed, I heard the sound of my Corolla Altis’ door as he opened it using his left hand. Saglit siyang humiwalay sa halik at pagkatapos ay itinulak ako sa loob ng sasakyan. Literal akong napanganga nang makita siyang pumasok din doon at isinara agad ang pinto. Mabilis niyang inangkin ulit ang mga labi ko at agad niyang pinalakbay ang kanyang mga kamay sa aking katawan na nagbibigay sa akin ng kakaibang kiliti. The kissed became deeper, and deeper. He lifted me up and made me sit on his lap without breaking the kiss. Right after then, I felt a hard thing in between my legs. I swallowed a couple of times as I realized how huge that thing is. I want to protest. I want to stop him. But my body didn’t want to cooperate. It’s as if it’s telling me exactly that making out with this stranger is right. I guess this is what they call ‘the right kind of wrong’. My mind’s telling me that his kisses were right. I don’t even understand if why I’m letting this guy do these things to me, things that no one else has ever made. Naramdaman kong ibinaba niya ang zipper ng suot kong bestida mula sa aking likod habang patuloy niya akong hinahalikan. When he finally made what he’s up to, he then took my brassiere next, revealing my chest. Kinagat ko ang aking ibabang labi nang maramdaman ang mainit niyang kamay na humaplos sa aking dibdib. Muntikan na akong mapatili nang buhatin na naman niya ako at inihiga sa upuan ng aking sasakyan. I watched him intently as he took his suit and tie off. Gusto kong mag-iwas ng tingin pero taksil ang bawat parte ng aking katawan. Pinagtaksilan ako nito para sa lalaking nasa harapan ko. Iniangat ko ang kamay ko at marahang hinaplos ang kahubdan ng kanyang dibdib. Nang tumama ang sikat ng buwan na siyang tanging nagsisilbing liwananag sa pagitan naming dalawa sa kanyang dibdib ay namangha ako nang makita ang kanyang tattoo na hindi ko maintindihan ang pagkakasulat. I watched him as he placed his head in between my legs. He stared at me using his lustful eyes while he’s taking my underwear off using his mouth. He was biting the side of it causing me to shiver. Napasinghap ako nang maramdaman ang labi niya na dumampi sa aking p********e. “You want that, baby?” Hindi ko alam kung anong isasagot. Mariin ko siyang sinabunutan nang maramdaman ang labi niya sa pagitan ng aking mga hita. Pumikit din ako at sinubukang iiwas ang aking katawan dahil sa kiliting nararamdaman pero pinirmi niya ang bewang ko gamit ang maskulado niyang mga braso. “S-s**t! What are you d-doi-” hindi ko maituloy ang sasabihin ko dahil sa kakaibang sensasyong nararamdaman ko. He put one finger inside me making me feel hurt a bit. “You’re tight, baby…” he whispered lustfully. Ilang saglit lang ay binigyan na naman niya ako ng isang malalim na halik. I even felt his hard thing in between my legs it’s as if he already found the perfect place for it. Mahigpit akong napahawak sa kanyang braso nang maramdamang kunin na niya ako. I saw how he closed his eyes and bit his lip, savoring the ecstasy-like feeling of him inside me. I can also see the tattoo in his chest, I can’t even understand myself if why I let a stranger get something important to me. My V-Card. He moaned as he started thrusting slowly. “I-It h-hurts…” I whispered making him stop for a while. “I’m glad I am your first, baby.” He whispered erotically as if he’s gone out of his mind. Mariin naman akong pumikit dahil sa hindi pa humuhupang sakit. “I-I’m sorry baby, I… we can stop if you-” “No!” nagtaka ako sa naging sagot ko. Muli kong kinagat ang ibabang labi ko at yumakap sa kanya. “P-Please continue…” saad ko makalipas ang ilang sandali. I can feel the pain but at the same time, an indescribable pleasure. “Are you sure?” Marahan naman akong tumango. “O-Okay, I’m going to move now,” idinikit niya ang kanyang labi sa noo ko at pinaulanan ako ng maliliit na halik sa mukha. “Please tell me if it hurts,” Tumango ako bilang tugon. I can smell his fresh-like-mint-breath, making me turn on even more. He started thrusting slowly, it’s as if he was being careful because I am vulnerable, until I just found him thrusting faster, and deeper, making me drown in pleasure. I just let him dance the rhythm of the music that only the two of us knew. Unti-unti kong iminulat ang mga mata ko at agad na kumunot ang aking noo nang mapagtantong hindi ako pamilyar sa lugar. Marahan kong iginala ang mga mata ko sa kabuuan ng isang malinis na silid, kulay puti ang pintura at abo naman ang border line. Pinaghalong kulay abo at puti rin ang kobre kama at kumot. Tanging ang mga display lang sa k’warto ang naiiba ang kulay na mukhang mga mamahaling antique. Akmang tatayo ako pero agad din akong napahinto nang maramdaman ang hapdi sa pagitan ng aking mga hita. I gasped out of frustration as I remember what happened last night. Bumaba ang tingin ko sa aking kawatan at nakitang isang malaki at kulay puting tee shirt ang tanging suot ko. Nang sa wakas ay makatayo na ako mula sa kama ay saka ko lang nakita ang isang lalaking natutulog sa tabi ko na walang suot na pang-itaas, naka-takip ng kumot ang katawan at naka-takip ng unan ang mukha. I massage my temple trying to remember what exactly happened last night right after I gave in to this stranger beside me and if why did I end up in this room. Last thing I remember, I fell asleep right after that wild thing happened. Ibig sabihin ba no’n ay binuhat niya ako? Damn! I guess now’s not the time to think about it. I just want to get out of here and just forget everything. I found my dress and inner wears at the couch so I quickly dressed myself up then decided to go. I want to slap myself repeatedly for this stupidity but what’s done is done and there’s noting I can do about it. I decided to leave the place and just consider last night as a dream. Pleasurable dream of last night where Karma b***h slap the hell out of me.