Allysias POV
I swear I do my best thinking in the shower. I just made this major move. I called him my mate out loud. There was no taking it back now. The real question is, what am I going to say once the water turns off. I can’t hide in here forever. We have needed to have this talk for a long time. He’s known a lot longer then I have that we were mates and he felt like he didn’t have to inform me. I’m kind of hurt I grew up with him. I felt stupid for my feelings of him and yet here he was knowing that my feelings were real.
Now that I was cleaned up and the meds were kicking in, I turned the water off and stepped out of this beautiful shower. I would have to thank Jenny for packing me this bag I had everything I would need. Liners and tampons were both needed with how badly I was blee
