[DARK]
I didn't know what I was doing, but I also kind of exactly know what I was doing right now. Hindi ko naman maiikakaila na sinasadya ko ang ginagawa ko ngayon kay Mandy. Pero alam kong mali ito, dahil alam ko na hindi ko dapat siya pinupwersa nang ganito. Yes, I know that what I'm doing right now with her is wrong.
But I can't help it. Bahala na maging makasalanan ako, o bahala nang kamuhian ako ni Mandy pagkatapos nito. This feeling was just too much. I just want to own her. I just want to prove to myself, to Rodney, and to everyone else who really owns this woman. Because I might hate to admit it, pero tinamaan talaga ako sa mga sinabi ni Rodney kanina. Every damn time that he brings up to our conversation that he was the legal husband (and the legal guardian of my son) I was on
