One we are vol.1

I feared the most at this man. I can't sleep at night,will he actually let me go someday? We are two different people but why is he so possesive over me? we barely just met. My life is a complete mess, i shouldnt have made that dating site and meeting him, this was all a mistake. My name is Issabella Kent, and i'm in a situation i can't escape, will i be able to escape? I know my life was bad but i didn't expect it to be this way, i escaped an abusive household and entereted something worse. My life has basically became even worse than it was, all the sweet things he said were all for a facade to manipulate me into trusting him. i want my virginity back the one he took by force. i miss my friends and my siblings but i can never escape this man, i hate him so much, he makes me want to throw up every time he touches me but he makes me feel...wet. i don't know what's going on with me, my head says "no" but my heart desires him so much. it makes my head spinning round and round without stopping.