ALEX’S POV, I was sick. That had to be the reason for my actions. Days passed and soon the fall came knocking on the door. All the greenery from the city faded into orange, red, and yellow. The change in menu of various restaurants and cold weather declared the beginning of the end of yet another year. Everything in Manhattan was beautiful, besides me. I was ugly and cruel, if not a selfish monster for doing what I did to Colton. It had been more than two months since I last saw or heard from him. I tried calling him almost every day, but all my calls went straight to voicemails. My messages and emails were unanswered too. I called his parents who were not happy with me calling them at all. They weren't very accepting of Colton's sexuality which made them hate me because I was app

