Alec kissed Colton's chest, waiting for his answer. When no answer came, he started sliding down to his belly button, kissing and licking him in the process.
Colton was warm and suddenly all the cold from the room was gone. Alec was feeling warm inside and outside, along with guilt. A lot more guilt than warmth or anything else, but he tried not to focus on things other than Colton. He needed to do that if he wanted to forget about Jasper.
The only thing in his mind was if he does that with Colton, and Jasper found out by any means then he will be heartbroken. He might leave Alec because of it, but Alec didn't care about it that much. In a way he wanted Jasper to hate him. He doesn't deserve the love Jasper and the twins have to offer with his dark thoughts.
He just wanted to stop th
