LOVE & TOUCH

Chapter 3

Vin's Pov

I shouldn't cry. It's all my fault. I wished for this, and this is the price.

It would be better if I should move on too, huh? Right, I should just forget about him because that's how he did. He even already taken now. I'm all over. He already forget me.

Hot tears flooded onto the corners of my eyes. I hate this lunch! I hate this dress! I hate that Felix! And I fu*cking hate that Hendrix is here!

I sobbed. The woman beside me glanced curiously before she went out. I looked so pathetic.

I often thinking, what if I didn't let go of him? What if I didn't hurt him? He is the best guy. The perfect man, but I just let go of him because of my own reasons. I thought that I was not still good for her. He is already earning his name that time. While me, I'm still studying and still confused to my career choices. I just damn young, confused and...stress that I ended our relationship to stop my insecurities and the overwhelming pressure.

But why I'm still f*cking crying and hoping? Is it because I still love him?

Hell yeah, Vin! Admit it! Over the past years, you still love him and waited to take a chance to take back every hurtful words you've said to him and make him your own again! But screw you! You have no chance now! You're late and it's all you deserved!

"W-what the hell? Why my thoughts hate me like this?"

My thoughts interrupted when I heard a knock. My brows furrowed and did a wiped on my face. She can enter. This is a restroom for female. What the use of knocking?

She didn't stop there so I opened it. This girl is ruining my moment--But I was pushed back after. My eyes widened when I saw Felix instead with his serious on face.

I saw him locking the door.

"What are you doing here?!" I hissed with a pounded heartbeat because of nervousness.

But he didn't answer. Instead, he stepped forward until he left a little space in between. My back pushed at the edge and he locked me in by both of his forearm.

"W-What are you--"

My eyes turned bulge when his lips found mine without letting me to process everything.

What is this assh*le doing?!

I tried to pushed him but he just efforlessly hold my wrist without too much force.

"Open your mouth." He whispered. He sucked my lips and I unintentionally moaned. He successfully entered my mouth! And he became more aggressive after that!

"F*ck." He moaned while I'm still trying to get my sh*t together and stopped him from his craziness. But I almost shrieked when he lifted me up and make me sit above the tiled sink.

"What the hell--" i was interrupted again by his hungry kisses. This crazy man!

His hands find a way to my thighs. My breath hitched. "Stop--"

"Really, Vin? How can I? You look so tempting.."

My lips parted when he found the thin cloth under my dress. He inserted his hands on it like he is so used to it, while staring at me. My lips parted while flushing and burning. He smirked like a winner.

"You're so wet." He said with the eyes of nothing but pure of lust, that makes my face heated twice.

He then sensually kissed me again and I no longer can't pushed him. I have no strength to do that. Not now that his hand and fingers are under the skirt of my dress and playing in between my damn thighs. He firmly hold both of my wrist, while the other was expertly rubbing me below. I moaned.

I couldn't stop him anymore and I couldn't stop my moans too. He inserted another and I saw my own reflection, so crimson and looked so drunk.

"And you're so tight." He whispered again and fasten his damn moves on my damn thing. "Yeah, I need you to c*m again for me.'

I already forgot that night and I thought we won't meet again but how can the universe tease me like this? How could he do this to me again?! And how could me let him again?!

My moaned echoed. Sh*t!

"You're looking at my brother like you love him. But can he make you moan like this?"

That's a slap. A waking call for this bullsh*t. I've got the stregth to pushed his hands away and slapped him. My tears flowed and he looks so shocked. "G-Get out!"

"W-what--" he seem confused.

"I said get out!" I shouted.

He clenched his jaw. He stared at me first before he left. My knees trembled and I sat on the floor helplessly.

What the hell, Vivienne?! Why did you let him to kiss and touch you again? Are you stupid? He is your ex-boyfriend's brother!

Hendrix Pov

"How about you?"

I know her eyes were all on me. It's been years. I've never saw her again after we break up. And now, I didn't expect we will meet here. And it's obvious that she's clueless too.

No one knew our relationship before, even our parents. It's a secret relationship. No, for me it's not. I am willing to tell everyone about her. But she wasn't ready to tell to her parents yet so I stayed patience. I loved her. I've already planned for our future. She's the woman that I've promised myself to marry someday. But then, one day, she suddenly decided to end our relationship without giving me valid reason. She left me clueless like a fool.

"I'm taken ma'am." I smiled a bit to her mother. It's a lie. After her, I didn't enter a relationship again. I busied myself on our business. I build my name in the past years. While thinking of how can I get my revenge to her.

I saw her wiping his cheeks after she excused herself. Our parents were busy and distracted so I let myself to follow her. But I was stopped by a sudden call. I walked out the restaurant and answered my phone instead of following her.

Vin's Pov

I passed by to our table without eyeing anyone of them. And luckily, they didn't saw me, even that jerk, Felix.

I walked out of the restaurant. Maybe I'll just texted my parents. I want to go home now.

"Vivienne.."

I was stopped in mid step. My heart pounded just by hearing his voice.

I turned only to see Hendrix on his phone. He was speaking to someone. He gestured to wait. He don't have to do that. I want to talk to him too.

He ended the call after saying his goodbye to whoever he is talking to. He walked near me and all I can do was to help myself on breathing properly.

"How are you?" He asked. He scanned my face and his eyes turned into slit. "Did you cry?"

Is he concern? I bit my lips when I remembered what he's brother did to me. I guiltily looked away. "O-ofcourse not. Why would I cry?"

"Oh, really?" He folded his arms. I looked down. I heard him sighed heavily. "Do you want a coffee?"

I looked up to him again. He smiled a bit. I nodded profusedly. How can I take down his offer?

"Alright, let's go? Let's just message them that we're..." He gazed the restaurant then his eyes went to me again. "It's up to you."

I nodded. He guided me to his car. He even opened it for me. Our eyes locked but he looked away first. I cleared my throat. Wew...

We were silent the whole time that he was driving. I glanced at him from time to time but he wouldn't look at me. Is it really okay that I'm here? He looks angry.

We stopped in a non crowded cafe. It's a new open one.

"What do you want?" He asked as soon as we entered. I panicked. I immediately looked for the menu list. "Ah..."

"Ofcourse, I know." He chuckled. He patted my head and just ask me to sit. I watched him as my heart couldn't stop on pounding fast. He still know?

When he went back, we became silent again. But it's not uncomfortable. I feel at...peace.

He sipped on his coffee. "Don't stare at me too much Miss." He teased.

I pouted to hide my smile. How can I stop myself? He's so handsome and I can't still believe that we're talking now after many years. "Excuse me, I'm not."

This time, he laughed. My face heated up. I scanned the place to divert my sight. There's no other customer beside us.

"You still haven't changed." He pointed. I looked at him again. He smiled a bit. His clean cut makes him look so mature and handsome. Way back, he's hair was always longer than the usual haircut of the other guys. And he dressed so formally now which is makes him more handsome.

"And...you changed a lot." I blurted out.

His smile faded.

I bit my lips to surpressed my tears. "Hendrix, I-Im sorry--"

But I was halted when he put his finger to my lips. He looked on it. I gasped. "It's done. It's all on past now. Let just moved on. Okay?" He sofly said. How can be so kind?

"T-Thank you." My tears fell. He looked so surprised.

"I-I don't deserve this treatment from you. So..t-thank you--"

My tears stopped when he pulled me for a hug. "I missed you too." He said.