LOVE & TOUCH

Chapter 29

Felix's Pov

I tilted my head. Her eyes are burning, but her lips are trembling.

I sighed. I have no idea how to answer her. Even myself, I don't know what I'm doing.

She's right. I should have just have brought her to their home but instead of doing that, I brought her to my instead place, even though I know that her parents can take care of her better than myself.

Maybe because I was all damn scared when I saw her faint and lose consciousness. Yeah, that's it. I had never felt that sh*t feeling before.

"Relax, Felix. It's just a fever. Right, doc?" Gio said when I called him with our family doctor. I panicked so much, but the two of them just laughed at me.

"Yeah, right. It's just a fever. But why did she faint? i***t, just go if you have nothing good to say." I said in irritation.

I swear, he has the most annoying laugh. "What? I'm just saying, Felix. You should relax your a**, she won't die with just a fever--"

I almost hit him but he evaded and hid behind Mr. Cruz. He stucked his toungue out on me. This motherf*cker.

"You two stop." The old man looked at me. "Your friend is right, Felix. There's nothing to worry about. She just needs a rest." He smiled at me and tapped my shoulder. "I still haven't imagine that you will be like this towards a woman. You've changed. She's surely lucky to have a boyfriend like you, huh?" He teased.

My eyes surely widened. "W-What?"

"Why? Don't you two have a relationship?"

My lips parted.

Is that how I acted? Like insanely in love with her and terrified for her? What the hell?

I winced and stood up from the chair beside the sleeping Viviene. "She's not--" before I could say something, Gio interrupted me.

"He is not her boyfriend, doc. She's Hendrix's girl." The motherf*cker is amused by what he heard from doc. He stiffened his laugh when I looked at him.

"Shut up, Gio."

"H-Huh? Really? I'm sorry I thought..."

I pinched my nape. Why do I like what he said first and hate what Gio said? "It's okay, doc.I just really scared by the image of someone losing consciousness in front of me... that's why I panicked and all..." I replied and gazed Vin.

And now that she's awake, I am freaking relieved. I even embraced her, which I hadn't done to anyone before. This is all f*cking weird.

"We already talked about this, Felix. I told you to stay away from me! What do you want from me?! Why can't you just leave me alone?! I don't like you and I will never be. I won't love anyone else unless you are Hendrix. So just..please don't make everything hard on me."

I bit my lip.

You're right. What am I doing? You've already said that many times. I already saw how much you love and dear my brother. I saw how you kissed him sweetly, without inhibitions. How you smile at him with a full heart of adoration.

But why am I still doing these things? Why do I still care? Why am I still missing you? Why do I want to kiss you? Why do I want to touch you? Why do I want to keep you to myself? Why am I still thinking that I can get you away from him? And why I damn want to? Is it just a lust?

Something cold crept down on my spine.

"I-I don't know." I answered. Because I really don't know. But I could feel it, there's something and strangely going on, on me. It's growing and I just cant tell. Something that I have never named before. Something that I'm scared to admit and accept.

Her lips parted. "You're crazy. I'm going home now." she said, but before she could get up, I pulled her and pinned her down. Her shrieks echoed in my room. I heavily sighed as I realized our position.

"What the hell?! Let me go, Felix!" she said in a beat.

She's still hot and sick. But I still want to kiss her too. If only I could do it again. Just like the kiss that we had earlier. But I am afraid that she would get mad and faint again.

I licked my lips while staring at her under me, flushed and angry.

I said that there are a lot of sexier and prettier woman out there. I can find more, I can kiss them and f*ck them freely. But no matter how many times I say that, I am still a sick and crazy... running back to her. Trying to steal a kiss and touch her.

"I wonder what this is...or am I really don't know?" I whispered while looking and staring at her.

Her hair is in a messy and spread out to my pillows, like a goddess pinned down by an evil. It was true when I told her that I'd never brought any woman into my bed. She's the only one. It made me really feel weird at first. I had no idea why I can easily bring her here, let her to see my own personal space. That the others can't enter.

Am I really that attracted to her at first sight? But what is this now? Is this still the same attraction? If it's not just a lust...then what is the name of this sh*t?

Why do I want to kiss her so bad? Why did I act so pathetically towards our doctor? Why is my heart beating so...differently?

A smirked, plastered on my lips. Is Gio right? Am I starting to feel something... towards this woman? This woman that I just wanted to f*ck and all at first? This woman that can't see anybody else but only my brother.

Is that even possible?

No...I'm not sure. But I have to know.

"Let's have a deal, Vin."

Her eyes are bulging while she looks up at me. I need to know. I want to know.

"Be my companion in bed."

Vin's Pov

What the f*cking hell did I hear?

"Be my companion in bed." he repeated with a serious face.

"Y-You..." I swear I could feel the growing anger and disgust in him. "F*ck you!" I spat, he shut his eyes.

"Do you want to die, huh? What the f*ck are you saying? Are you even in the right mind, huh?" I tried to get away from his grip, but his hold was like an ironclad. "F*ck, let go of me, you crazy bastard!" I shouted out at the top of my lungs and tried to kick him this time, but he just easily pinned them down too.

"Stop or I'll kiss you." he said with nothing but a warning and lethal eyes. "You're still sick, so I don't want to kiss you, but if you won't stop, I'll eat you again. Just like the first time we met."