LOVE & TOUCH

Chapter 28

Vin's Pov

I removed his hand. "Just leave, Felix. I still have a lot of papers to do." I sarcastically said and faced my table again, but he shut down the computer before I could do anything. My mouth hung open. "What the hell?" I muttered.

He looked down on me as his hands were still on my computer, stopping me to do anything. "I will ask somebody to do this tomorrow. You need to get rest," he said.

As if he really damn care on me.

I snorted. "Really, huh? I thought these were urgent?" I rolled my eyes on him when he looked at me guilty. I gritted my teeth and continued, "I stayed here to finish all of them even though I don't f*cking feel good, Felix!" I could feel hotness in the corners of my eyes. This is one of the things that I hate when I am sick. I'm twice emotional and weak than the usual.

"Okay, I'm sorry. I'm just a bit mad and upset. But let's get home now, Vin. You need to get a rest, Please?" He said tenderly.

I glared at him. "W-What? What did I do to you, huh?"Is this about I ignore his request to come with him on that day whichi is already last week. But is that something to be upset and mad of? That's totally absurb!

He bit his lips. "Nothing, I'm just upset--"

"Oh shut up! Don't give me that nonsense!" I dont even know why Im so mad. "You just really want to see me struggling!"

He crouched his back and leaned on me. I didn't flinch, but my insides were damn scared by the mere distance that left. "What? Why would I want to see you struggling---"he stopped when he thought about something. He then smirked.

I inhaled deeply when he got closer and whispered. "Yeah, there's are times that i want you to see on struggles...struggles on breathing while I'm kissing you. And when you're spreading your legs on me."

I pushed his chest immediately and exhaled deeply. I could feel my inside and outside, burning. "Y-You! Don't you have nothing in mind--" he suddenly put his index finger on my lips to stop me and saying more words.

He swallowed hard. "If I only knew that you're sick, I wouldn't let you do this work. You should've told me, Vin." He said as if he didn't say stupid words. I am speechless.

His eyes were scanning my eyes down to my lips, and they would stay there like he was attracted.

"In the first place, why did you still come here even though you weren't feeling well, huh? You should have just stayed in your bed."

I pushed him again but he really won't move. "You don't have any say on what I want or don't want. Move, Felix. I don't want to talk to you anymore. You're crazy."

But he just looked down on my hands, ignoring my words. And the next move was unexpected. He held my waist and put me above my desk.I shrieked but he just held my hands firmly so he could press his lips on mine without blocking. My eyes instantly widened in surprise and my mind got twisted. I was so shocked that I froze in the moment.

"I should hate you, but I still miss you too," he whispered, pushing himself on me again for another brief kiss. I clenched my fists and tried to get my sh*t together. Don't let him just kiss you, Vin! Fight!

I tried to push him again but he is really damn strong, and damn it, I shouldn't say this but his kisses are making me blurry and weaker. It's so urging. He can make me weak and surrender even when I shouldn't. Even so, it's all wrong.

He groaned as his tongue made its way into my mouth. I could feel his patience as he grabbed my nape and waist against his body.

"What the f---?"

He moaned in my mouth when he bit my lower lip. The taste of metal and blood combined as he gave me an aggressive kisses. But the pain subsided as I felt his hands on my waist making circular movements. It gives me familiar butterflies in my stomach. The thing that I can only feel from him and it scares the sh*t out me.

My hands gripped on his shirt but an image of Hendrix awakened me.

"Stop--Felix!"

In a heavy breath, I pushed him with all my might and covered my lips with my hands. My vision is still unstable, and my heart is pounding crazily. Damn, this is a mess.

"What the f*ck are you doing?" I could see the ghost that will hunt me if I won't stop this.

His eyes look sleepy and drunk. He bit his lips as he scanned my face. "What?" he whispered.

I swear, he is killing me!

"Get off me. I'll go home now!"

I couldn't think straight as his face was just inches away from me! So I stayed my line of vision in the space beside him.

"I said get off, Felix!" I shouted at the top of my lungs. But my voice ripped with a sudden cough. My knees tremble, and if he wasn't holding me, I might fall to the ground. I shut my eyes as my head ached.

"Sh*t!" he cursed and before I could stop him, he carried me in a bridal way and ran out of the building down to his car. I wanted to lash out at him, but everything got blurry until darkness enveloped me.

I awaken from voices. I slowly opened my eyes only after I heard the creak of the closing door. Where am I? The spacious room seems familiar, but this isn't my room. I coughed and rose from the bed. It seems already dark outside. Wait. If I can still remember, I am in the office doing and finishing that late bunch of papers that damn Felix gave me.

Wait...Felix? Did I pass out? Am I in his room?

My questions were answered when the door swung open and Felix came in. He looks a bit shocked but there's more relief in his expression.

"You're awake," he said, going in my direction. I cursed under my breath when my heartbeat fastened again just because of his damn annoying presense. And then there was a late reaction when he pulled me into a tight embrace. My lips parted while looking at the ceiling.

"Thank God you're awake. You make me worried so much, Vin,"

My pulse rate raced more as I heard that word. No...I'm just sick. A one person's heart is unstable when have a fever. Right.

There should only one person...it must only his brother, Hendrix.

"W-What are you doing, Felix?Why am I here? This is your apartment, right? What time is it now?" I pushed his body away from me but I'm still too weak. He just effortlessly draw a space in between.

He sighed. "You passed out Vin--"

"And you brought me here? Why? You should just leave me there! You have no obligation to do this to me!"

His face darkened. "Left you there? Are you crazy? You have a fever, so I brought you here."

I automatically slapped his hands away that tried to hold me again. It's not surprising that he looked shocked. "Why do you have to?"

"What kind of question is that? Of course I will bring you here because I am not that despicable guy who will just left you there."

"That's bullsh*t!"

Maybe it's the stress from work or the words of my mom that flooded suddenly. I exploded.

"We already talked about this, Felix. I told you to stay away from me!" My voice cracked, and warm liquid dropped from the corner of my eyes. "What do you want from me?! Why can't you just leave me alone?! I don't like you and I will never be. I won't love anyone else unless you are Hendrix. So just..please don't make everything hard on me."