Bellina’s Diary

you’re mine from this moment

He got to the door ready to leave, he paused . Bellina was trying to lay back on the bed when she felt a hand grab her roughly and her lips were captured in a kiss and each time she managed to breathe , there was no way out his entire weight was on her , she raised her hands in defense to get out of being under him but instead he crossed both hands and pinned it against the pillow above her head.( Content warning: This scene contains mature themes.)

The dim, candlelit bedroom was permeated with an air of sultry anticipation. Silken sheets rustled as they tumbled back onto the plush mattress, limbs tangling together in a desperate embrace.

His hands roamed hungrily over her curves, callused palms igniting sparks of electricity wherever they touched. She arched into his caress, a soft whimper escaping her lips. Desire burned in his gaze as he hovered above her, the weight of his body pinning her deliciously in place.

Slowly, reverently, he traced the line of her jaw, brushing his thumb along the soft swell of her lower lip. Her eyes fluttered closed, all resistance melting away as she leaned into his touch.

"Look at me," he murmured, voice rough with barely-leashed hunger.

Reluctantly, she obeyed, captivated by the intensity of his stare. In that moment, the rest of the world faded away, leaving only the two of them, suspended in a timeless, intimate realm.

With agonizing slowness, he lowered his head, his lips brushing against hers in the barest of caresses. She trembled beneath him, every nerve ending alight with anticipation.

Then, he claimed her mouth in a searing, possessive kiss that stole the breath from her lungs. All thought, all reason dissolved as she melted into his embrace, returning his ardent affections with equal fervor.

Their kisses deepened, growing increasingly desperate and carnal. Hands roamed, exploring and caressing, stoking the flames of their shared, all-consuming desire. Soft gasps and muffled moans punctuated the heated exchange, a symphony of passion.

In that moment, they were lost to everything but the primal need to possess and be possessed, to merge body and soul in a timeless dance of dark, delicious romance.

Feeling her body slacking off due to exhaustion from the kiss , he released her and stared into her eyes “ I’m done begging you, cos from this moment you’re mine!!” He thundered which made bel shiver seeing her reaction he beckoned her to seat straight and pulled her into his arm. “ i love you so much and i can’t hide it and i can’t watch you walk away from me, i can’t stand seeing you with someone else and as for him I promise you he’ll pay”. Bellina jolted back out of shock “Did he find out!!!” Her brain went blank and she found herself crying uncontrollably into his arms. He only knew they met in italy and something must have gone wrong, his body cussed with anger at the thoughts of possible things that could have transpired between them and the thought of leo touching her caused him to clench his teeth

Bel pulled back “ can you keep it from Lei ?” She would blame herself and hurt if she finds out.Zain nodded in agreement. She felt the urge to ask how he found out but she wanted to keep to herself as the what if’s was on her mind, There’s no way he could know exactly what happened but him finding out Leo must have hurt her, the Zain she knew would not let things slide till he finds out , Oh wait a minute !!! Zain !!! She screamed in her head He sounded so different and more manly and she couldn’t shake the feeling of fear she felt his aura turned Dark like the fictional character’s she has read about and watched,the thoughts of how he seemed gentle came to her min but she had always felt this way around him when he was being sweet and she always found it unsettling but now she understood but she was more surprised she never put up a fight to refuse him and had allowed him kissed her twice her first two kisses,her face went Red at the thoughts of it ,but they were her first kisses, she looked up at his figure his back was towards her and he was pouring wine into two glasses and the was more suprised as the the fridge was never there but looking at the frame it had been disguised as part of the furniture ,her eyes darted back to Zain , She realised how broad his shoulders ,looking at him dressed in long brown pants and the thick cotton net top he looked too good to be a highschool kid , he was more matured like a 25 year old ,He turned back and they found themselves staring into eachother’s eyes ,” you know I’ll always be there at your line of sight until you accept to let me be by your side “ he interrupted She hiccuped, taking wine glass passed to her, she downed it ,it gave a little alcoholic feeling at the end,” those were my first kiss”,She blurted out . Hearing that he paused “Her first kiss !! He thought He looked at her speechless,he couldn’t find anything to say and she didn’t look upset “ you don’t go around kissing everyone,do you ?, she asked

“No, it’s our first kiss “ he said “ my first kiss “ he said dumbfounded by his actions Bel looked bewildered “ mmmmm, so you mean I’m your first Girlfriend?? , Bel asked “ Did you say girlfriend?, he asked with a smile “ I didn’t know why i used that “ Bel murmured “ ummm yeaa, we’ll see about that” she said shying away from him ,he pulled her close and hugged her and placed a kiss on her forehead .” He stood up “ I’ll be right back, he said and left the room Bel felt anxious, as uncertainty filled her mind ,She couldn’t just be his girlfriend just because she had a crush on him , he seemed to be sure of his feelings but she wasn’t , it had never occurred to her how relationship can be asides from what she reads and watches online.But one thing was certain she felt safe with him and his presence was something she loved after so much thoughts she felt she could give him a chance. She stood up to look around the room and watch the pool view everywhere looked so serene, It felt like the villa in Italy but weirdly homely to her , her mind wandered off to the past ,she was interrupted by Zain getting into the room , realising she had been crying she wiped her tears dry with the back of her hands, “ hey , she turned back to look at him holding a big box ,” I brought you something to change into , the box read Oh polly , it was a female fashion brand she loves and had gotten herself a present last December it was a oh polly silk short dress but she couldn’t wear it as she kept it for special occasions, Zain looked at her face lit up when she saw the box , He had seen her journal the day she was practicing her speech for the campaign,she wanted a summer dress from Oh polly . “She was so happy.It was a lily bloom dress , it was exactly what she wanted,

She looked up at Zain and mouthed a Thank you, she stood up , standing on her toes to to lunge upwards towards him and gave him a peck before running off to the bed as fast as she could,feeling excited he left the room to give her space to dress up. There was a baby pink platform slipper “ getting her an expensive dress and slipper on their first day, she felt happy about it, she was a unique minimalist but nature had given her a rather celestial beauty her caramel skin and thick long black wavy hair, looking at the mirror,she admired herself, an hourglass body with a bit wide hips with the perfect tiny waste she had almost a pixie mum body her waste were tiny and her B cup size bust ,she had always fell so insecure of how she looked,she hated the lustful looks she gets from people.

Stepping out of the room admiring herself and trying to pull the clothes as it went a bit up from the sides,she awkwardly walked into the living room space . Taking in her beauty as his eyes studied her , noticing her awkward moves he giggled ,which Bel wasn’t able to catch as she was caught up with trying to feel less awkward,he stood up walking towards her,” I wasn’t sure what to get and I didn’t want to ask for help since it was going to be a gift , you’re so beautiful “ he said to her and she smiled back mouthing a shy thank you.he got hold of her hand fingers intertwined and led her out to meet the others who were in the lounge area.

Leilah was first to notice them coming holding hands and her sister had a smile she hasn’t seen in days.”Bel,she went forward to hug her. Anthony was unpacking the lunch they got .

“ I’m sorry, leilah said with a sad face “ I’m okay lei , Bel replied trying to reassure leilah.

They had gathered around the table, with Zain who was back with holding hands with bel while they sat close to eachother,” “ Bel , are you good?,Anthony asked with a concerned look .”yes , i am . She answered “ You’re gonna be fine cos we have a party tomorrow, he said switching to his partyboy mode “ party?, let’s asked in surprise “ Roman is coming back tomorrow, he’s our third friend he left for korea since February, “ He’s Asian ??!!,Bel

And lei chorused ,Zain was the one who spoke this time “ He’s half Asian Half canadian, His father is Canadian And his mum Korean “ My Dad’s best friend , Anthony chipped in. “ My Dad’s, he said before muching the french fries he had in his hands.