Living the Future

Chapter 47 - My favorite feeling.

My eyes grew wide and I stood up. Daisy hit the floor as I stood there.

“Josh! What the hell!” Daisy said pushing herself up.

“I have to go.” I said grabbing my phone.

“Go where?! Where are you going?” She said grabbing onto my arm.

“I have a meeting with your dad.” I said and she shook her head.

“In like two hours! Don’t do this, not now.” She sighed and I took a deep breath.

“I’m sorry. I’m sorry.” I kept breathing.

“I’m sorry I said anything.” She said sounding upset.

“No. Don’t be sorry.” I said sitting down and covering my face. I couldn’t stop it, I felt tears start falling.

“Are you ok? Are you crying!? Josh most people are happy when they hear someone loves them.” Daisy said sitting next to me and rubbing my back. I wiped my eyes and grabbed her hand.

“You have to understand that most people don’t say that to me. I mostly hear what a piece of sh*t I am.” I took another deep breath.

“You’re not a piece of sh*t, I wish you would stop saying that.” She said lifting my hand and kissing it.

“Then your birthday is coming up and we’re forming this attachment.” I sighed.

“You don’t think we’ve already formed an attachment.” Daisy said nudging me. “I knew you were worrying about my birthday.” She said.

“You’re not worried?” I asked her.

“Well of course I worry, but I’m mostly hopeful.” She said.

“Hopeful for what?” I asked her.

“I’m hopeful that you’re my mate of course.” Daisy said and I laid back on my bed.

“If I’m not are you going to leave like you did with Henry on his birthday?” I said.

“Oh so Izzy told you? Or was it Liam? First of all this was like four years ago and I was fourteen. I really felt nothing towards him. Don’t you think it’s weird a eighteen year old wanting a fourteen year old?” She asked and I never put that into perspective. “Izzy dragged me on those dates too. I was so relieved on his birthday when I saw him and nothing! I remember trying to hide my excitement so I took off.” She sighed this relieved sigh as she laid down next to me. “I love you Josh. That’s why I’m so hopeful.” She said.

“But Henry loves you and Uncle James loved your mom. They didn’t mate bond.” I said and looked at her.

“I guess we have to wait and see don’t we?” She smiled and reached up touching my face.

“I missed you.” I said as I pushed myself up and kissed her.

“Do you feel better now?” She asked smiling at me.

“Yes and no. I’m not the type to be hopeful, so no. Then hearing you say you love me, that makes me happy.” I said as I kissed her.

“You don’t think we’re mates?” She asked me.

“I try not to think if we are or if we aren’t. I just think about you.” I said and smiled.

“Stop it.” She laughed. “You’ve become so sweet, I almost can’t stand it.” She said pulling me to kiss her. I kissed her lips and then started kissing her neck. My hand started to explore her body feeling her breasts over her shirt. She sat up and turned towards me.

“I’m tired of waiting.” She said throwing off her shirt and unhooking her bra. I chuckled as I watched her eagerly undress. “Come on Josh!” She said.

“What? I’m watching!” I said as I sat up and pulled my own shirt off. Before I could fully get my shirt off, I could feel her undoing my pants. I held onto the shirt and just watched her. I slightly lifted my hips as she slid my pants off.

“Finally!” She said and I just burst out laughing. She grabbed onto my shaft and started to stroke. The feeling sent chills up my spine as a small gasped escaped my lips. It didn’t take long before I was fully erect wanting her more then ever, but then she surprised me and put her mouth on me. I gripped the blankets on the bed as I felt her tongue swirl around the tip. She pushed down taking me all in. Her lips gripped along my shaft as she moved back and forth.

“F-f*ck.” I could only muster out as she stopped sucking on the tip for a moment. I felt the heat rising in me. “Ok ok ok, that’s enough.” I said pulling her to the bed.

“What’s wrong? I thought you were enjoying it?” She asked as I pulled her panties off.

“I was enjoying it too much, that was almost it.” I said and she started to giggle. I felt her soft skin for a moment. This was slowly becoming my favorite feeling. Touching her smooth skin, so tender and soft. I ran my hand from her thighs to her stomach. I started laying little kisses on her stomach and chest. Her soft skin against my lips just felt so right. I moved up paying special attention to her n*****s. Her soft moans and gasps rang in my ears. I pushed her legs apart fitting between them. I kissed and softly sucked her neck as I pushed into her. Her legs tightened around me as she softly moaned biting her lip to not make a louder sound. I started off slowly thrusting, trying hard not to go fast and make this a minute go. I kissed her lips and moved laying kisses around her face. I felt her hands rubbing my chest and sides. I started to go faster feeling the heat rising again in me.

“I can’t last much longer.” I said on the verge and she nodded. I felt the pleasure explode over me as I gave a few thrusts. I felt her face and kissed her. I pushed to the side and laid beside her. She cuddled up to me and I ran my hand along her back.

“I love you Josh.” She sighed against me.