childhood – Petra Caves
Once upon a time, in the heart of the ancient city of Petra
Jordan in southern Jordan, a child was born amidst the echoing whispers of the
caves. His name, Mahmoud, a name as old as the terrain itself, marked the
beginning of a remarkable journey steeped in tradition, adventure, and wonder.
Born on the 12th of August, 1983, his cradle was an ancient cave, his lullaby the
hushed murmurings of the wind sweeping through the canyons.
Mahmoud was not an only child. He was part of a boisterous band of 12, a family
that thrived on love, laughter, and the ceaseless thrill that their extraordinary home
offered. Imagine life growing up inside a cave in Petra - a childhood far removed
from the ordinary, steeped in the elements, and baptized by the rugged beauty of
nature.
Their playground was a sprawling landscape of rugged mountains, majestic rocks,
and ancient caves. Each day was a new adventure. They would race across steep
peaks, jump across rocks, morphing them into imaginary monsters, and chase each
other through the labyrinth of caves that were their home. Laughter, shouts, and
giggles were the only sounds that broke the solemn silence of the old city.
From sunrise to sundown, Mahmoud and his siblings played with the animals that
shared their unique abode - sheep that provided warmth and sustenance, horses
that symbolized their powerful connection to the land, and camels, their loyal
companions in this untamed wilderness. The bond between the children and these
creatures was as strong and enduring as the rock formations that surrounded
them.
Now, 41 years later, Mahmoud continues to live in a cave, just a stone's throw away
from his birthplace. His hair, a little thinner, his face a little wiser, but his spirit, as
wild and untamed as the winds of Petra. Over the decades, life has swirled around
him like a sandstorm, constantly changing, incessantly challenging. However,
Mahmoud remains an unyielding monolith amidst the winds of change - a living
testament to a way of life that has weathered centuries.
While the world outside the cave has morphed beyond recognition, the heart within
beats the same rhythm it did forty-one years ago — a rhythm that sings the songs
of the caves, the mountains, the rocks, and the whispers of an ancient civilization
that once thrived here.
But, what does the future hold for Mahmoud, the son of Petra, the child of the
caves? Will the winds of change ever lure him out of his beloved cave, or will he
remain an eternal dweller, holding onto the echoes of a bygone era, refusing to let
them fade into oblivion? As the sun sets over the majestic city of Petra, casting long
shadows over its ancient grandeur, one can't help but wonder.
The sun painted the sky with hues of crimson and gold as it began its descent,
casting long shadows over the ancient city of Petra. We, the children of this rugged
terrain, played all day, leaping from boulder to boulder, chasing one another
through the cobblestone streets till our lungs ached from the sheer joy of it.
Born in the caves that adorned the cliffside like a constellation of stone stars, our
world was as simple as it was profound. Technology, cars, the trappings of a life we
couldn't even begin to comprehend, these were alien concepts.
Our universe was contained within the stone walls of Petra, and its mysteries had been more than
enough to keep us entertained.
As twilight approached, my feet, toughened by days of playing barefoot, carried me
home, towards the mouth of our cave dwelling. The aroma of lentil stew, gently
simmering over the open fire, greeted me long before I saw my mother tending to
our dinner.
This was our food, humble yet nurturing - lentils, grains, the fruits of our land. My
parents toiled in the field across the cave, their hands etching love and life into the
soil. The crops they grew were our sustenance, our lifeline against the brutal
winters.
I walked towards my mother, the warmth of the fire casting dancing shadows on
her weary face. She increased the fire and stirred the pot, the steam rising
upwards, carrying with it the promise of a hearty meal. The sight of her evoked in
me a sense of comfort and security.
As I ate my dinner under the blanket of the starlit sky, I thought about our life. To
some, it may seem harsh, even primitive. But amidst the backdrop of Petra's
majestic cliffs, under a sky full of stars, I knew our life was rich in ways that couldn't
be measured. We had food, we had laughter, we had each other, and above all, we
had our freedom.
As the fire burned low and the embers glowed softly in the darkness, I couldn't help
but wonder about the future. What would change? What would remain the same?
As I pondered these thoughts, I fell asleep, tucked safely in the comforting lap of
Petra, dreams woven with threads of uncertainty and hope.
Our garments lay in shreds, some of us even devoid of rudimentary coverings, yet,
a strange kind of freedom lingered around us. The world only knew two constants,
the stifling heat of the unforgiving sun, and the chilling snap of winter. But we had
our haven, our womb of existence, the cave. Unyielding even in the harshest of
climates, it remained our sanctuary, warm in the frosty winter nights and
refreshingly cool during summer's peak.
Crammed together in what seemed like an intimate huddle, we were a motley
group of 12, an incongruous band of brothers and sisters. As daybreak arrived, we
stirred to life, a symphony of grunts and groans gradually crescendoing into laughter, banter, and playful jostling. Life, as we knew, was a simple cycle of sleep, wake, eat, play, and repeat, each day a mirror image of the one before.
Escaping the confines of our cave, we ventured for sustenance in the vast expanse,
herding sheep across the majestic, swirling terrains of Petra. The towering rugged
mountains stood guard protecting us from the elements, with colors shifting and
dancing as the sun painted with its vast palette of light. Some nights, the rocks
whispering ancient secrets, we would nestle within the sanctuary of Petra's safe.
Now off-limits, the safe in Petra was our fortress of solitude in times past. A realm
forbidden to the wandering eyes of the world, it had once been our hallowed
retreat. It had been a silent witness to our games of make-believe, our whispered
dreams under the star-lit skies, our hushed lullabies crooned into the night.
When the world yearned to explore its inscrutable depths, we had already rested
within its heart, its stone-cold bosom cradling us day and night. Now, we dwell in
the memories cast on the stony canvas of the safe, reliving our days of liberty, when
we roamed wild and free, when we slept under the watchful eyes of the Petra
mountains.
And so, we long for a chance to return, to retrace the steps of our untrammeled
youth. But Petra remains unyielding, its secrets locked away within the safe, a
constant reminder of what once was and what may never be again.
In the dim mystery of the caves, amidst the sprawling sandstone city of Petra, a
child of remarkable courage was molded. I was merely six, yet my soul was
armored with audacity. Fear was a stranger to me, unseen and unheard. No howls
of wolves, no slithering snakes, not even the snarls of stray dogs could perturb my
peace. After all, this was the only life I knew, this was my world; a world carved out
of rock, bathed in strength, and chiseled by resilience.
The year 1990 arrived like any other, echoing the whispers of Petra's age-old
mystery. Yet, this seemingly indistinct year marked a turning point in my young life.
That year, the city's stone-strewn streets began to teem with an unusual horde of
strangers. They were an odd sight, these people; with skin as white as the pearls of
Aqaba, hair like the golden sands of Wadi Rum, and eyes that mirrored the tranquil
blues and greens of the Dead Sea. I was captivated by their alien beauty, convinced
that they belonged not to this world, but to another distant, awe-inspiring planet.
The echo of these strangers' laughter reverberated down the narrow alleys, their
curious gazes sweeping over the expanse of our beloved city. They marveled at the
monolithic tombs and the grandeur of Al Khazneh, their faces painted with the
same awe that I had seen in my people's eyes years ago.
As I inched closer to them, curiosity piqued, I learned that they were not from
another planet, as my young mind had initially deduced. They were Europeans,
explorers of a world far beyond the borders of my cavernous home. They spun
tales of lands dressed in snow, of towering steel structures, and of shores caressed
by crystal blue waves. Their stories were like melodic songs, painting vivid images in
my mind and seeding a desire to know more.
Life in the caves of Petra had bred in me a sturdy courage, but meeting these
strangers stirred a new courage within me; a courage to venture out, to explore, to
discover the world beyond my rock-carved city, a world now not so alien to me.
Yet, even as I dreamt of this vast world outside Petra, there was a persistent tug, a
magnetic pull towards the sandy cityscape of home. As the sun set against the
majestic Ad-Deir Monastery, casting long shadows over the age-old city, I
wondered, could a child of the cave ever really belong in the world of the
Europeans?
The whispers of the ancient city echoed in the wind as if to answer my question.
Wrestling with the longing for adventure and the call of home, I realized that life
was setting me on a path; a road unknown, a journey that promised to be as
compelling as the tales of those European visitors. "What's beyond the horizon?" I
further wondered as a soft gust of wind tousled my hair, leaving me standing at the
city's edge, gazing curiously into the unknown.