Warrior or survivor?

Intro

Am i a warrior or survivor?

I think i am both.

The pain,

The guilt,

The feeling that can't be kept on hold.

Its all just breaking me into piece's,

like a broken promise,

or maybe even a broken glass,

yet not a single thing can bring it back together.

I am a warrior.

I fought with people i thought i'd never encounter.

I battled with feelings,

I thought i'd never lose,

And all i did everyday was just fight and fight,

Yet i still didn't won a prize.

I am survivor.

I survived every other day,

As if my life is in a repeat cycle,

that doesn't have an end stop,

yet i still couldn't make it out alive.

Am i a warrior or survivor?

I think i am both.

Because even if im looking fine to the world,

no one would know that im battling with every thought,

Surviving with every breath i take,

and even if they would,

they wouldve reached out at the first place.

But all i am is a warrior and a survivor.

And i'll keep my head up,

and proudly admit to it.

I am a warrior.

I am a survivor.

xoxo farashah <3