Warrior or survivor?

Clever games

I look around in a hopeless room,

Desperately, romanticizing it so much too.

Everyone had their best lifes,

and that's what i wanted as well.

When you lit the candles,

and let it be the way it is.

And just feel the warm feeling,

so free.

So i runned up to your house,

and told you everything,

on what i was on about.

You said it's not any plan,

its just an clever game.

I settle down with the feeling,

feeling like failing.

It surprised the whole town,

disappeared with the wind,

and it felt so sweet.

If you don't do it now,

You'll never know.

Whats next in the next level for you.

And if you leave this too soon,

then you'll never find the ending.

So i told you everything,

In a secretive language,

so no one knows,

The clever games running in my head,

thats more than just any show,

you said im doing all this right.

I'm having a genius mind,

I regain all of mines,

thing's that keep me right.

No one wanted to ever stick around in toys.

Said i'm too loud to be fitted around this play.

So i keep it all safely inside of me.

This is my last time,

I won't do anything like this again,

respectfully.

I'm just a defender of my peace,

warrior of my own war,

so i know some of it is just on prupose,

so i play it minfully.

No one can suspect me.

I play it all wisely,

and don't let them arrest me with the words.

And you could see all this time,

it was a clever game in my mind.

And now that the games have ended,

Its now all mine.