My eyes darted around the room as I waited for my 'boyfriend' to arrive. Seconds later I heard the door open and a weak voice say, "Crystal..." My head snapped to the owner of the voice. "Hi..." I whispered and he ran to me, sitting down next to me and wrapping me up in his tight embrace. "I thought I lost you..." He whispered back and I felt extremely guilty for what I've done. I've caused him to worry. He's a complete mess because of me. I felt him pull away and he cupped my face with his hands as he started scanning my entire face which made me even more guilty about this. I leaned into his touch that always sent sparks flying and spoke. "I'm okay Nathan..." I said and at the sound of my voice his eyes snapped to mine, his eyes shining with concern. "You might say that but are y

