I was in love with a Ghost .

I was in love with a Ghost Part 2 .

I asked what did you father do?. This was the eighteenth century he said ' , and my father did not know what else to do with me but to perform an exorcism to try and ride out the demon that was inside me he said'. He went on to speak ' Me and my man servant tried to keep our tryst a secret and we were very good at it until we got caught in bed together by the head house keeper. She reported back to my father what she had witnessed and as you can Imagine my father was ashamed and sickened by what he had been told. 

My father only knew one way of dealing with it and that was to draw out the demons in me as he called it and he purchased as many paintings of demons as he could and he bought the w***e of Babylon who I had to look at every day and pray to be freed from her evil. 

This house he said ', brings nothing but evil it's history is so dark and it has such a dark aura about it that in a way it leaves it's own legacy. Look at you he said ' miserable and scared to the point of you having to go down to the library and find me. ' 

I said ' what did happen to you if you don't mind me asking? ', Me and my man servant were still very much in passion with each other and nothing my father did could cleanse me of my love for him even showing me vile Images of the unholy and fallen from grace. My mother said there was only one thing left to do and that was to exorcise me from my demons. He touched my bed and stared at it for a while , I was a prisoner in my own bed for many weeks and months chained and starved and pleading with my father and mother to stop. 

I said ' they performed an exorcism on you just because you loved your servant in this very room I mean who does that to their child. ' Some of the garden men here are homosexual and I love them we all do it does not mean anything in this time. ' He walked away from my bed and once again walked around the room , I was obviously born in the wrong time zone he said ' But here I am once again in your time zone and what am I going to do about that. ' What am I going to do about you for that matter? , You knew what you were doing when you summoned me up , you knew you were dealing with heavy and dark forces and I don't know what I am going to do about that!. 

I could hurt you and I could punish you or I could help you and I really don't know which one to choose, I really don't. Your not scared of me are you he said ' , I said ' to be totally honest I don't know what I feel right now but going with my emotions I don't think you want to hurt me I think you have been hurt enough by your own family. ' I said I can help you if you can help me we can help each other. He paused and said what do you want from me?, ' what is that you want from a ghost that you cannot get from living flesh with a beating heart?. ' 

I said ' for a start we are both lost souls you are dead and I am alive but I feel dead inside and I don't feel like I am living whilst you are dead and you could be taught how to live again. I can teach you how to live again and be free and you can teach me not to be afraid , maybe we can learn from each other. ' 

Where is the book he said , ' I said right here under the bed ' , he got it and placed it on his lap the book my father wrote when he turned to evil after I died under his doings and his cruel and uneducated priests and of course my own maternal dear mother ' . I said ' your own parents killed you ' Oh yes he said they killed my man servant and then they started work on me I died in this very room and I was buried under the w***e of Babylon under the servants chambers. '        

I had to ask what did they do to you? ' My mother and father tied me to the bed in this very room and they brought in priests who prayed over me every day and sprinkled blessed water over my body every day I even had to drink a bottle every day to cleanse my bad blood back to holy blood. ' They fed me bread every day and nothing but bread and my body was bloating from just eating bread and drinking water as a daily religious routine. ' I could not believe what I was hearing and the listening to such evil acts was worse than the vile Images In the book that his father had written when he turned to devil worship. 

I said ' your own parents murdered you ' . Yes he said , they did.

I said ' I think If I was murdered my parents could not care less , if you were to murder me right here and now I would not be missed '. It's all very sad I said. I did not ask to come here and neither did you but yet we are both paying the price from the people who are supposed to love us and protect us'. 

I got up from bed and I said ' ok are you going to hurt me? , No he said there is enough pain in this house already. ' Ok then we are going to get to know each other and we are going to have some fun'. Listen he said ' I cannot be seen outside these walls '. I said neither can I ' but here you are and here I am and we should make the most of it', For a start you can show me places in this house that I never even knew existed'. ' Well where would you like to go first he said ' . I said ' first I want to go and see the paintings and the famous w***e of Babylon ' . Oh he said ' she is such a Monstrous creature ' but we can go down and see her if you wish.' 

We went down to the servants quarters without being noticed or seen and further down the steps there lay a door we opened the door as it was unlocked and we walked through a tunnel a long tunnel which seemed to go on forever. I thought no wonder the staff never come down here. We kept on walking and came to a dusty room which even had a light to switch on. There were white dusty sheets every where and underneath were paintings of fallen angels and demons and grotesque monsters just like in the book. A huge black spider hairy and thick fell from the sheet and ran for it's life under the bricks. I fell back into my ghost / demon and he said ' you dislike our eight legged creatures ' , I said that was huge , ' Oh he said ' when I lived here I slept with them it was no fright to me ' , I said ' what that is my nightmare that I wake up from '. Well there's lots more of them down here so be prepared. He said ' there is more spiders under the earth than on top of it , ' I said ' I am never getting buried ' especially not now. ' He spoke and said ' it was not spiders I was afraid of it was human beings '. 

I left him to take the sheets off the w***e of Babylon as I could not cope with the huge spiders and there it was the ten horns with her riding them. I am buried under there he said ' I bet even these spiders have fed off my rotting corpse' . I said ' that is why they have got so big'. I said these paintings and statues are worth huge money in the right hands. They belong to the house he said ' as do the books ' . I said but somebody will find them one day ' they are cursed he said and whom ever takes them from this room will pay the price. ' Lets go he said and explore some more before the servants come looking for you . '