"I don't know what to say, Elyana." Jodi blew her nose. "Why would you be in a situation like this? You don't deserve this." "I can only accept it, right, Jodi? I mean, no matter how I try, I just can't remember anything. So, I'm trying my best to just live in the moment." She wiped her tears with the back of her hand. "But you know, even when I have decided to open my heart, there's still the lingering fear of totally letting myself be happy. Because I can't tell whether my past self wanted this." "But I admire you so much for braving your situation, Elyana. I always knew you were a strong woman. If it were me, I might have already hanged myself." "I've thought of that," she answered honestly. Because it's the truth. Suicide crossed her mind. It wasn't easy. She was depressed. She want

