Haydn's POV
"You scared me!" Bella's trembling voice brought me back to my senses.
My heart was bleeding.
I hurt her. I scared her.
She was almost trembling.
How failed of me to let my mate live in a hell!
The horrible truth terrified me.
I couldn't go on like this anymore.
One day, I will completely lose control, and I will hurt everyone, including Bella, when I lose my mind.
Goddess, Bella was pregnant with my child.
I couldn't let her panic and worry like this anymore, I had to do something.
After calming down, I told Bella that I wanted to stay in the study alone.
I lied. No matter how much I wanted to stay with her, I couldn’t risk her safety.
She felt a little hurt, but I was too dangerous for her now, and I needed to stay away from her.
I sat at the desk, holding my
