Love Mechanics

Chapter Eleven

Ash

 "I don-" Nate had already pulled me into the crowd and made me sit down next to him, the circle was huge, half the house was empty in the middle, the couch was pushed to the furthest corner and some people sat there, people were behind us, they weren't really playing but they were watching the game.

"Get me that bottle," Gavin shouted at a guy who was behind me, he nodded and headed to the kitchen and brought an empty bottle of vodka, he set it in the middle and spun it with his whole force, it landed on some boy in glasses and Vera, my History desk mate, she was drunk,

"Someone give a dare," Gavin said as he took a drink from a cup that was on his section, I wasn't sure if it was his, I wouldn't do that, last I drunk something I had no idea came from I had diarrhoea for three days, probably three days wasted when I was with Nate.

Nate tapped my finger and looked at me in a weird way, he knew that I loved giving people dares, it was fun, someone doing what I say, just like me and Nate, I really had to stop thinking about him, anyway, I nodded and cleared my throat,

"I dare Vera to..." I had a lot of things to ask her to do, Gavin ushered them to stand in the middle, the boy was really scared, I smirked at him, he looked like a doll.

"I dare Vera to take off his shirt and kiss the most interesting part of his chest he sees," The boy looked like a clown, with his goofy glasses that had magnified his already huge eyes and he was widening his eyes.

"Dare me that," Nate leaned over to me and whispered, Vera tried taking off his shirt but he refused.

"If you refuse you'd have to pay me $200, and you don't look like you can afford," I said to him, he narrowed his eyes and raised his hand for Vera to remove his shirt, Vera looked all over his body

"I know where I'd kiss," Nate whispered once more

"Geez, Angelica must be jealous by now," I whispered under my breath with no intentions whatsoever

"You want her jealous?" Nate whispered back, I had forgot his strong sense of hearing, I really hated that ever since I met him, he would listen to something closely then use it against you in the future,

"No i***t,"

"Angry Panda!" I hated that nickname, I'm not an angry person, ever, I'm happy feet, if only he called me happy feet, it be cute, I pouted.

"What?" Nate must have noticed because he looked at me and pouted back,

"JUST CHOOSE A PART ALREADY" Gavin shouted at Vera, I had no idea she hadn't finished her dare yet, she bent and kissed his navel and the dude screamed, like a woman, I couldn't stop laughing, unintentionally, I found myself leaning on Nate's shoulder while laughing like crazy with the rest of the group, Nate had held my waist but for a second, I didn't mind, until I did.

"Let me go," I raised my head and looked away he slowly let go of me, I felt bad, I didn't expect him to, but though, it was the right thing to do.

The next dares were possibly worse than what I gave, from two gay guys Twerking for each other to girls touching n*****s with their own breasts.

Gavin spun the bottle one more time, most people were extremely drunk, I wasn't caught at all and that made me happy, I gave the dares and they did what I asked.

The bottle went between me and Nate, it was at that time that I noticed Max was in the group, he screamed his lungs out and raised his hands.

"No, Please," I pleaded, he was going to do something stupid for sure, I was literally sweating,

Nate was smiling like a fool, I however was not, I didn't want to go back to the times that I cry alone because I needed him, a time that I would immediately break when I saw him with someone else, he was basically the first person I actually trusted, needed and when we went back to school I trained my heart to be normal, back to the days when it was just me and my phone.

"I dare you two to go to an empty room for... I don't know, the whole game!" Max said and he leaned to Gavin and whispered something to him, he smiled mischievously and nodded at us.

"I don't wanna," I defended myself.

"Well, you'd have to give him a b*****b right here right now!" I couldn't believe what he was saying, I sighed and looked at him,

"You cunt!" I got mad, Nate stood up and held my wrists in effort to make me stand up.

"A f*****g singleton like you shouldn't be making my f*****g relationship!" I shouted as I was being dragged upstairs.

"f*****g pain in the a*s!" I added as I disappeared upstairs, I tried breaking the tight grip of Nate in an effort to go teach that i***t a lesson, he left my hand and headed to my waist.

"I f*****g hate you...THE WHOLE UNIVERSE HATES YOU. CUNT!" Nate closed the door, it was his room, nobody really enters there, he'd leave it open and nobody would dare, I felt like going outside and tell that piece of s**t to wake up, he really wasn't cupid, I never wanted what was coming to me.

"Are you okay?" Nate broke the silence while sitting on his bed, I moved away from the door and sat next to him.

"Yeah i***t, I'm f*****g fine," I shouted and he held me close, I felt tears gliding down my cheeks, I hated that I would usually be weak when it came to me and Nate, I would be this fragile substance that I didn't want to be.

"You wanna talk about it?"

"You know damn well what gets me mad," I broke the cuddle and stood up, he knew very well,

"What?" He was clueless.

"It's you... IT'S ALWAYS YOU!"