Lost Tempest Queen

Sacrifice and Power

I lay on my stomach with so many memories of my past lives. The emotions that each life I had running through my mind. I feel hot tears run in a steady stream down my cheek dropping to the ground. The once soft white coat on my cheek of my beast is soaked. It’s overwhelming having seen and experienced so much but I understand why I was given this gift in this life.

I was given a choice every single life to not fulfill my destiny but I still sacrificed myself every single time. I was never allowed a mate or children of my own. This will be our last pairing for myself and Nyoka. This is our last chance to completely destroy the darkness that emerges and seeds the earth.

Nyoka will we get to have a full life this time? I am not sure but I know that we are more powerful this time than all the rest. This maybe because we were not abused and weakened from the start. I agree this life feels very different from our prior past. We have the ability to absorb the darkness in the witches and I think we should take Gabby’s darkness away.

Like what we did to Dorthy? No I don’t wanna punish her that isn’t fair to leave her vulnerable. No not make her human just take the darkness that has tainted her soul away. She will still be a white witch and can better protect Rose. I am all for that one hundred percent on board. Will this be painful for her like it was searing pain for Dorthy?

No there will be no pain for Gabby only because it will be painful for us. I understand that feeling when we feel the darkness absorbing that has got to be worse. I stand and start walking back to the cabin. I am surprised to see Gabby, V and Rose sitting on the porch with what smells like hot chocolate in their hands.

I walk up and shift once I get close and again my clothes remain in place. Man that never gets old I giggle. Walking onto the porch I greet everyone and ask to speak with Gabby as politely as I can. We walk into the cabin and sit at her small kitchen table. I seen the horror that you lived through and the things you were forced to do to live.

I am ashamed of the things I have done. Gabby tells me as her eyes glaze and tears pool in her eyes. You have no reason to be ashamed you did not want to do those things that stain your heart. I can never take them back. The lives I have destroyed don’t just haunt me but them as well.

I can’t take your guilt but I can clean your soul. You can be restored to a white witch again. She begins to sob loudly. V and Rose come running at the sounds of her sobs. What happened are you guys okay? V sounds almost panicked. We are find Va Lara Gabby says still crying.

Why are you crying granny? Rose asks crawling into Gabbys lap. I am fine child our Queen as agreed to make me a white witch again. I hear V gasp and start crying just as loud as Gabby was. Rose on the other hand looks confused at Gabby. Rose hun are you okay? Yes your majesty but I don’t understand why they are crying I showed that to granny before.

This time I hear Gabby ask Rose what do you mean I don’t remember this Rose. Granny the first picture I showed you when I was little. She huffed like she was exhausted explaining it. You were not a dark witch when we go after the dark witch Josephina. We all sit in aww because none of us can believe she can recall visions from when she was one year old.

Gabby Nyoka tells me that this won’t be painful for you but I will need to rest after so let’s begin. We walk over to the couch and I put one of my hands on her face and the other over her heart. Closing my eyes and focusing on searching for the darkness. Once I find it I feel that sick feeling again and it makes me feel gross.

Now pull it inside so we can absorb it. Nyoka tells me and I do as she tells me. I feel it the searing pain is almost too much but I know this is what needs to be done. Even though it doesn’t take long it feels like it took forever. I feel someone beside me and can sense it’s Rose when she puts her hands on me I feel warm and tingly. She sighs and suddenly I feel completely relaxed and refreshed.

Opening my eyes and sitting back I watch Rose eyes flash pink as she preforms the same thing to Gabby just as she did to me. Taking a good look at Gabby she looks ten years younger and I see her eyes flash pink. The face splitting grin Gabby is sporting lets me know how excited she is and the fact she’s almost radiating an electric buzz of her happiness.

I absolutely cannot believe that you have the power to remove the darkness the dark witch Josephine taints our souls with. I want to help as many people as I can but I need time to grow my abilities and gather as much information as I possibly can. I am not strong enough yet and I don’t have enough resources on her but I will stop this for good this time.

I head to bed thinking that the exhaustion I feel will rush me to sleep but unfortunately that wasn’t in the cards for me. I dream of my first life with Nyoka and I try to focus on everything I learned from her experiences and how she defeated the darkness of that time but could never find the real source only the pawns.