We are to leave for our trip tomorrow. Rose is still asleep and Daniel is making breakfast. I don't know how will Rose react when she wakes up. I think we will have to cancel our trip. I hear Rose crying in the baby monitor and rush over to her. And then I flinch. She might not want me around. I should've called Dan.
"Hey hey, baby.. Don't cry." I pick her up and bounce her, rub her back trying to calm her down. To my surprise, she does not flinch or resist. She has wet herself.
"You want to have a warm bubble bath sweet pea?" I ask her once she calms down.
She just hides her face in the crook of my neck and settles down. I suspect she has slipped really deep into her headspace.
I take her to the bathtub.
The moment her bums touch the slightly warm water she winces starts crying and
