A Life Worth Saving

Chapter 5: Jos' Decision

I felt no more pain, it felt unreal to no longer feel sore or have broken bones. I was in a sunny grass land with a lake. I was just sitting there enjoying the warmth of the sun and listening to the water from the lake. The weird thing is I cannot remember how I got here, the last thing I remember was being in the log and Travis found me and held me in his arms. So how the hell did I end up here and not feeling any more pain. I want to be able to stay here and not worry about the pain of my body and what they do to me anymore.

 Hi Jo, you are probably wondering how you got here. You passed away in the hospital of your pack mates land. “Um hi, I do not know who you are and I was wondering how I ended up here and no longer in pain.” I am the moon goddess, the protector of all wolves. 

Protector, you got to be kidding me right. I was tortured and kept in a house for over three years. Only got to eat when they wanted to bring me food and that wasn’t much. How is that protecting me? I was wondering when my life was going to end because there were points I was hoping I would die because I could not deal with pain anymore. 

Yes Jo, I know that life has not treated you right and that is why I let your mate find you even though you masked your scent from him. Which by the way good job of unlocking that ability. A bunch of wolves forgot how to mask their scent to hide from people. I want to tell you that if you go back Travis will protect you, that you need to trust him. Things will be difficult but you will be able to get through it with Travis by your side. Could you give him a chance and see where things end up. 

Why should I go back down there when no one treated me well? I always get beat everyday, and have had broken bones more times than I can count. I mean technically all my ribs are broken right now and at least have a concussion or worse. I have no family that came and looked for me. I mean I was an orphan and they actually gave me to the rouges themselves. I mean why would they give me to rouges. I did nothing to deserve that. I did nothing to make them mad. I was a good child that did what they asked of me. 

My girl, that will all be answered when you go back. Travis is going to help you more than you can ever imagine. However, you need to decide fast because if not we can not return you to your mate Jo. Please believe me when I say that you will be cherished and loved like you have never had before.

I will believe you this one time and trust you my goddess. I remember hearing about you before I was turned over to the rouges. But I am hoping you are telling me the truth and not just having a dream either. I will try my best to trust Travis but I think that is going to also take some time. Each person I have trust they gave me up to rogues that have been hurting me for a very long time as you know. 

I am glad you are trusting me and that you are going to give Travis a chance! You will be reworded in more ways than you can think! Just close your eyes and think about going back to your body and seeing your mate that saved you in the woods. By the way the reason why you were having trouble breathing was because one of your bones was puncturing your lungs that is why you could not breathe. I hope to not see you for while, my young girl. Live life to the fullest and trust Travis with your life.