Chapter 1:The Dagger through my Heart
The silver blade sank between my ribs with a wet, final sound that drowned out every cheer in the throne hall.
I felt it before I understood it, the cold bite of pure silver, the way it parted silk and flesh as if both were nothing more than paper. Heat followed instantly, a white-hot bloom that stole the air from my lungs. My ceremonial Luna gown, heavy with moonstone embroidery and white wolf fur at the collar.
Crimson spread across the ivory fabric in a widening stain that looked almost beautiful under the crystal chandeliers.
I staggered. The hall tilted.
Alpha Kael Blackwood’s face filled my vision. Storm-gray eyes, empty as winter ice. No triumph, no regret, nothing. Only that same controlled mask he had worn for three years of marriage. His hand remained locked around the dagger’s hilt, driving it deeper until the guard pressed against my breastbone. His other arm caught me as my knees buckled, pulling me against his chest with a gentleness that felt like mockery.
Around us the coronation dissolved into chaos.
Screams rose like a wave. Nobles surged backward. Guards drew swords too late. Somewhere a crystal goblet shattered against marble. The high priestess of the Moon Goddess dropped her ceremonial chalice; sacred wine splashed across the dais like another wound. My father, King of the Eastern Packs, roared my name, but the sound reached me as if from underwater.
I tried to speak. Blood filled my mouth instead.
Kael’s arms tightened. His hands trembled. The tremor was so slight I almost missed it, a single c***k in the ice. I mistook it for cruelty, for the last satisfaction of a man who had finally finished what politics had started.
“Why?” The word tore free on a wet gasp.
He did not answer. Those storm-gray eyes stayed locked on mine, unreadable, while the silver burned through muscle and lung and the fragile place where a heart should keep beating.
Memories crashed in with the pain.
Three years of a political marriage sealed under the full moon. Cold nights in the Alpha’s bed where duty replaced desire.
The way he touched me only when the council demanded an heir. The whispered rumors in the corridors that the Blackwood Alpha had never wanted a Luna at all, only the Eastern territories my bloodline controlled.
I had walked into this cage with open eyes because my father swore the alliance would save our people from the growing shadow in the west. I had worn the Luna crown for less than an hour before the man who placed it on my head decided I was more useful dead.
The dagger twisted.
Agony white and absolute. My body arched against Kael’s chest. The ceremonial braid of my dark hair came loose, cascading over his black ceremonial tunic. Blood soaked us both now. The court blurred into streaks of color and noise.
I forced my gaze up one last time. I wanted him to see it. The vow forming behind the pain.
“I will never forgive you.” The words came out broken, wet, final. “I will return. And I will make you pay for every second.”
Something flickered in those gray eyes, too fast to name. Then the light left the edges of my vision. The roar of the hall faded. The last thing I felt was the faint tremor in the hands that held me as the world went black.
Death did not feel like sleep.
It felt like falling through ice into deeper cold.
Then,
Air slammed into my lungs.
I bolted upright with a ragged scream, hands flying to my chest. No dagger, No blood. No gaping hole between my ribs. Only the frantic hammer of my own heart and the soft linen of a nightgown I had not worn in years, morning light spilled through tall arched windows. Pale gold, the color of the eastern packs’ dawn. Silk curtains stirred in a breeze that carried the scent of pine and distant snow, the scent of the Blackwood borderlands three years before the coronation.
I knew this room.
The guest wing of the Eastern Palace. The chamber prepared for the bride of Alpha Kael Blackwood on the morning of her wedding.
My wedding.
I stared at my hands. Smooth. Unscarred. No wedding band. No calluses from the training I had forced myself through after the marriage turned cold. The skin of a twenty-two-year-old girl who still believed political alliances could be endured with dignity.
Three years.
I had died on the night they crowned me Luna, and somehow I had woken on the morning everything began.
A sharp knock rattled the door.
Before I could answer, it flew open. Two maids rushed in, arms full of white silk and moonstone jewelry, faces bright with the excitement of a royal wedding day.
“Lady Elara!” the older one cried, already moving toward the wardrobe. “Y
ou’re awake at last.
“Today is your wedding to Alpha Kael”.