I Didn't Thought Like This

Chapter no.2

Anaya is sitting on the bed of her new room,hugging her knees closer to her chest, thinking about the talk which had happened between her and Vihaan five days ago on their date.

Vihaan asked her that he can married her on one condition.If she agrees to this than they can go further in this matter.

Flashback:

"I ask your parents to meet you before marriage because I want to clear everything between us before anything.I hope so you already know about my first marriage.I don't want any problem about this matter after marriage that's why I am telling you about this and if you agree with this than we can get married.",Vihaan says.

Anaya looks at him, not able to understand anything.After sometime,She nods and says,"I-i am listening."

Vihaan says,"I am doing this marriage just because of my buisness purpose and family pressure nothing more. I will not be able to you love in this marriage because I am having my own reasons.But I will try my best to perform my duties as a husband,I will give you respect and fulfill your needs.But this marriage will be loveless.If you can survive a loveless marriage than we can go further,otherwise not."

She looks at him blankly for sometime thinking about the reactions of her parents and sister she got.The rejection she got from her own parents for the sin she never did.The trust she put on them but....She takes a deep breath while noding her head she says,"I-i am ready for this marrriage and I-i don't think I will have any problem with this." He looks at me with an unreadable expression,blinks his eyes two times and says,"Are you sure You can survive in this?"

I nod my head and says while suttering,"I-i am sure that I-i am ready for this marriage.I have no problem.I also have not any expectations from this marriage."

"Hmm,that's good.",Vihaan says.

"And I want to keep this matter as a secret between you and me.I don't want anybody else to know about this even our parents.",He says.

Anaya also wants to tell him What Happened?But her parents reaction broke her in a way.She thinks it was her fault and if she will tell him.He will give her the same disgusting reaction and he will reject her in a speed of light which her parents will never want.

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Anaya takes a deep breath and looks around the room while coming out of her thoughts.She is feeling very suffocated because of her heavy lehenga and jewelry.She has numb expression on her face like she has forget how to feel about her situation.BUT, She is very relaxed that Vihaan lives separatly from his parents.She can have a separate room otherwise she has to share a room with him which she doesn't want.Even this thought give her shivers because of her trauma.

She gets up from the bed, goes near the dressing table, removes her jewelry.She changes her dress into comfortable night dress.

Then, She lays down on the bed to get some sleep which does not even take the name to come near her.

Anaya's Pov:

In the past few weeks, My life has completely changed. I feel very empty and hopeless from both inside and outside.

I feel very weak and vulnerable at this time of my life.I want to laugh and cry on my situation.I feel like something is eating me from inside.No matter ,How much brave I try behave in front of world.But from inside,there is a broken soul in me. I feel like I have lost the reason to live this life.

Am I the same girl who used to dream very big?That girl didn't even have the time to think about other things except her passion and dreams.But than She has to feel the pain of betrayal from my own parents,the pain of not having enough believe in her.

Was their respect in society bigger than my whole existence.I am a human,I do have feelings.Parents do everything for the hapiness of their child,I didn't ask for something very big.They support me in my every success till now, In everything which make them proud of me in the society,giving them respect and name.But they left me on the lowest point of my life when I need them........

While thinking all of this she doesn't know when tears start rolling down her eyes.She sobs,takes deep breaths to clam down her self,trying to tell herself nothing will change with crying.

Yes,That's how she is,and her parents have taught her that the person who cries is weak.But the tears are not taking the name to stop.

"Its Ok,I am strong.",She says to herself.While consoling herself like this,She goes to her dream land.

Next morning, When the rays of sun hit her face, she groans and turns around.After two to five minutes, She opens her eyes and stare at the ceiling. She exhales her breath trying to prepare herself for day. She gets up and goes to the bathroom to fresh up.After freshing up, She comes out from the bathroom and change into a baby pink saree.Then, she does a little bit makeup,puts a nuptil chain around her neck and looks at herself in the mirror.

Anaya's Thoughts:

I was not made to wear this thing at this age,I was supposed to persuae my dreams instead of this.I was going to wear the coat of my dreams and hardwork.But then nothing like that happened.....

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Anaya takes a deep breath and headed downstairs for breakfast.When She comes downstairs,She looks at Vihaan sitting on the dinning table with a newspaper in his hands,While he is reading with full focus.Anaya moves forward to sit on the chair across him, clearing her throat to get his attention then says,"G-good Morning."

He looks up at her from the newspaper and nods his head while saying,"Good Morning." He keeps the newspaper aside and gives her his full attention.

He says,"I hope last night you don't have to face any difficulty in finding your room because I have to leave for an important office work."

"Don't worry,I didn't feel any problem.Maya had shown me my room last night."

*Maya is the helper in this house*

"That's Good.",Vihaan says.

After that,They start their breakfast.While eating breakfast,Vihaan says,"Your family want to meet you.So,I envite them at evening."

Just after listening the name of her family,She starts feeling uncomfortable and suffocated.She immediately says,"W-why?Why

T-they want to meet me?"

"You don't want to meet them?",He says with a frown.

"N-no, Its not like that I was just asking casually."

He looks at her in bewilderment* and then nods his head.

They finish their breakfast silently,Only the voice of cutlery was audible.After finishing his breakfast,Vihaan clears his mouth with tissue while getting up.

"I have envite them at 7pm,I will come before that.",He says looking at her.

She nods her head."Ok,Bye",saying this he goes out without waiting for her reply.

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