CHAPTER 1
“I'm amazed when I look at you. Not just because of your looks, but because of the fact that everything I've ever wanted is right in front of me” – Anonymous.
Imagine looking at someone and thinking damn what would be my life right now without him. That one person that makes you feel everything yet nothing. The butterflies you get every time you see him it’s like his the light in your darkness, his the beat of your heart. Everything about him is perfect even his flaws, he means the world to you. But then sometimes you ask yourself do you really love him, does he love you back, what is love, what is this feeling, is it confusion or is it something else. Our emotions these feelings are so confusing we sometimes fall in love with the wrong person but it's ok it helps us to understand ourselves better, being the better self than we were yesterday, always having a positive attitude even in the most negative time.
My name is Isabella Smith, my friends call me Bella or Isa but my best friend she calls me booboo bear, weird right but she’s one of a closest and oldest friend who was always by my side no matter what. Life gets hard but what can you do about it apart from moving on like they say Life Goes On, you might have heard of BTS right, it’s my favorite band yes m an army love BTS so much they are the light in my life every time things gets hard there songs keeps me calm and motivated. I’m in my final year, can’t believe I’m about to be get graduated it’s so scary. But the best thing is that there is someone I really love for a very long time and we started dated like last year so we will be celebrating our 1 year anniversary on the night of the graduation party m so excited really looking forward to it. I wish everyone gets the chance to be with their crushes like I do, they say one-sided love is the purest well I don’t know if it’s true or not but one thing I know for sure is everyone deserves to happy, successful and loved.