loosing my best friend

Chapter two time to face it ( part one )

Alyssa point a view

it's now the next day where I was about to head home from when my mom called me............................................................................... just as I got home there stood my mom at the door waiting for me we both looked at each other when I had gotten to the front door she knew I had been crying the whole way here,her seeing the pain in my eyes made her give me a big hug as I sat down on the couch in the living room my mom sat next to me, then that's when I saw my dad, he told me that he called and canceled the party, knowing me I didn't want that cause this just seems just to unreal like she's not gone Jenny will walk in my house like she dose any minute,even though I wanted it to happen I knew at the same it will not.

I just don't understand why it had to happen to her she was so kind to every one who would do such a thing and take her life a way so sudden then that's when I thought back to that day when we where being stalked by that guy we had seen when we where out that day shopping I could be wrong but I know it's him just have that feeling deep in side, to make sure I am right I know only one person that I can get what I want to know and that's from Jenny and I know I can't unless no I can't do it the heck with it I need to know she is my best friend after all she's also like a sister to me.

but the question is how and where am I going to get what I need to contact her no I couldn't but I have to it's the only way............................................ as I am sitting here thinking about what I want to do my parents told me they where leaving for a bit to go food shopping witch is good cause then they won't see what I had gotten...................... after waiting for them to pull out of the driveway way in there car that's when I started to grab my car keys and head out, as I am driving some kind of feeling happened I don't what but it just felt like a bad feeling may be good at the same time I don't know how to say exactly but it felt as if some thing or some one is in the car with me,watching me....................................................................... soon enough I arrived to my location that I needed to be...................as I got out of my car and headed inside I felt another feeling but only I know for sure that this feeling wasn't a good one at all.

and so that's when I just know that I absolutely have to get this spirit board I have to know if it's Jenny or not part of me is hoping it is and a part of me is hoping it's not, that she is at peace but at the same it would be lovely if I could talk to her from the after life. because I just have to know what really happened to her and who's responsible for her death..............................after getting what I need to contacted Jenny I got into my car and headed back home................... went into the house straight to my bed room and sat on the bed with the spirit board my parents are still not back yet witch is good cause that mean's I can focus with what I want  with out any interruptions from them or any one.