loosing my best friend

Chapter three time to face it ( part 2 )

Alyssa point a view ( five hours later )

I'ts been five hours and for some reason it's not working unless it is and she's not coming due to being in the light but I need to know I just can't sit here on my bed and question it if she is or not and I still want answers to the questions I need to know. 

any ways my parents will be on there way back, I don't want them seeing what I bought so I had to stop and think of one place they won't know about the spirit board............................ as I hid the board I herd my parents walk in the door calling out my name of course I had to answer so they know that I am not up to no good.............................................

Alyssa: I will be right down.

Alyssa mom: come down we have a surprise for you.

Alyssa: okay I will be down in a minute.

Alyssa mom: okay don't doddle.

Alyssa: I wont.

soon enough I headed out my room and went down to see what kinda of a surprise they said they had just that it was not a what but who.

Alyssa: Josh?

Josh: hey Alyssa long time no see ( with a smile on his face )

Alyssa: sure has been ( with a smile on my face )

Josh: so I herd what happened to Jenny and I am so sorry she was such a good friend.

Alyssa: thanks Josh.

just before Josh and I could talk more and catch up my mom ends up cutting us off just to ask Josh a question.

Alyssa mom: Josh would you like to stay for dinner?

Josh: sure.

I can't believe my mom had asked that like I am glad to see him but at the same time I am sure it's not good to have him here since I am going through the loss of my best friend.

I'm just not the best company right now but at the same time I feel like I need Josh here with me it's been so long and if I can't get through to Jenny he was always there for me..............................

( hours later ) Josh's point a view

It was so good to see her even though she is not in best place right now but all I could think of is God it's so good to see her again Alyssa has become such beautiful girl over the years.................... anyways I am on my way home, as I got to my front door my phone goes off and who did I see calling it's Alyssa so I answered the phone to see if she was alright sure enough she wasn't she called me to tell me she needed me even though I had just left her house not long ago I don't know what happen from the time I left to the time I showed up back at my place but when Alyssa needs me that's it I have to be with her............................ I told her I just got back home and that I will be there as soon as I can and that's when she said to stay putt, that she will be on her way to see me so I told her okay after that the call ended.

Alyssa point a view

I know he had just left and is on his way home but I need him he's the only one now that I have left this whole thing with Jenny has taken a toll on me and I just can't seem to calm my self down,so I called Josh up............................................................................... after ending the call I told my parents I am heading out and that I don't know when I will be back home but I know I will be at some time.................after telling them that I had grab my car keys and headed out the door and got into my car and drove off to Josh's to see him.................. as I got to his house that's when I seen him come out and walked up to me,gave me a hug,telling me that it's gonna be okay and that's when I just broke down in front of him. 

as I cried my eyes out I told him that I can't stand the pain of loosing Jenny, that's when he told me it's going to be okay, that I am not alone,that she is watching over me, he also told me that she will never be for gotten even though she is not here on this plan with us. 

after saying all that I started to ease up on the crying and started to walk with him into his house so we could sit down and talk about every thing.