Chapter 1
My boyfriend, Nestor Russo, snatched the napkin off his lap and flung it onto my plate.
I could still taste the butter, and for a moment, his words didn't even register.
"What?"
He didn't answer. Instead, he stood, seized my arm, and hauled me out of my chair.
"I'm sorry," I blurted. "I didn't know your family had any special rules. If I've done something wrong, just tell me. I'll apologize."
His mother, Maggy Russo, stood at the far end of the long table, her chest heaving. When we'd first met, she'd hugged me and called me "sweetheart" twice.
She'd even shown me the pearl earrings she'd inherited from her grandmother, promising to give them to her future daughter-in-law.
Now she shoved the jewelry box into a drawer, slammed it shut, and turned the key.
"Don't let her touch another thing that belongs to this family."
Nestor's father snatched my wineglass and tossed it into the trash, along with the fork I'd used.
Nestor dragged me all the way to the front door before I managed to grab the doorframe and dig in my heels.
"Fine, break up with me! But at least tell me why!"
We'd been together for three years. I'd stood by him when he couldn't find a job. When his father needed surgery, I'd turned down an internship and driven six hours to bring him home.
On the way over, Nestor had excitedly told me that his mother had been cooking since dawn. She'd even made two different kinds of ravioli.
"She already thinks of you as family," he'd said.
Now Nestor looked down at me, his face filled with nothing but disgust.
"You know what you did."
"All I did was eat one ravioli!"
Nestor slammed the door on my right hand. I pulled it back in pain and heard him lock the door from inside.
My fingertips were still numb with pain when I heard someone pull out a chair and sit back down at the table.
*****
On the train back to campus, I pressed a bottle of ice water against my fingers.
Three of them were swollen and purple, and the ring Nestor had given me last year was too tight to pull off.
Nestor used to rummage through the entire medicine cabinet for a bandage whenever I got so much as a paper cut.
Now he'd crushed my hand himself and hadn't even bothered to bring me the coat I'd left behind.
I video-called my best friend, Zoe Sullivan. We'd known each other since elementary school, and she was now studying journalism out of state.
When we were kids, she'd chased a ball into the road. I'd thrown myself at her and shoved her out of the path of an oncoming car, only to get hit myself and break my arm.
She'd never forgotten it. For years, she'd told me she owed me her life.
Her face drained of color when she saw my hand. "Has he lost his mind? Just wait. I'm calling him right now!"
I was about to stop her, but the tears came before the words.
"I still don't get it. One minute, we were talking about our wedding. Then I ate a cheese ravioli, and suddenly the whole family turned on me."
Something shifted in Zoe's expression. "A ravioli?"
"Yes. Just a normal ravioli. Does his family have some strange rule about eating at the dinner table?"
"Tell me exactly what happened. Start from the moment you picked up your fork. Don't leave out a single detail."
I forced myself to think back. There had been four ravioli on a white china plate, with a small bowl of green sauce beside them.
My fork had been on the right. I'd speared the ravioli closest to me, blown on it, and eaten it in two bites.
Zoe said nothing. A knot of anxiety tightened in my chest. "Did I use the wrong utensil?"
The screen went black. A moment later, a message appeared.
Zoe: Don't ever contact me again.
I sent her more than a dozen messages before realizing she'd blocked me.
Desperate, I borrowed the conductor's phone and called her.
Sobbing, I managed to ask, "After 20 years of friendship, you're really cutting me off just like that?"
Several seconds passed in silence. Then her voice came through, cold as ice.
"Isadora Alveron, why is someone like you still alive?"