My Ex-wife is My CEO

I AM NOT RESIGNING

***ALENA'S P.O.V***

Derek said that he would sign. Now I don't have to think or worry about anything. Now he will do it. I just took a deep. I know that it is not going to be easy and that is not all that I want and that is it.

I just joined the office and now I am leaving. It is good. The sooner the better I realized, the sooner that this was not meant for me. This place is not for me. I just said it and then took a deep breath and then started doing my worn

As I was just doing it, the room door opened and then Chris came in and ignored him at first, but then he said, "Alena, why are you doing this? What is the reason that made you do this? Just tell me, Alena, what I am you Alena. Even if I do not say it, I know that I am the reason because of which this all has happened but Alena just know one thing dear that i am sorry i al extremely sorely i know that it is not a great idea but i am sorry for that for what happened i am extremely sorry just don't leave this office Alena or i will never be able to forgive myself."

I looked at him in anger. I know that I ament feeling good the way he did what he wanted to do, he just did that and. Now I regret that I was ever a part of his life. I just regret it. I completely regret it. I know that it isn't easy, but this is the only thing that I know that I don't want to see this face again. Chris is someone who will never care about me, who will even care how I feel and what I want to do. The only thing I know is that I just do things as he wants according to his flexibility. "Chris don't worry about it I make things easy for you you am just doing what yo wanted me to do you wanted me to leave now i am leaving you don't have to think about anything else ok just kenos one thing Chris that i am not going to bother you ok so just chill."

I said it while I was doing my work. I know that it is not was and it is not the way I wanted it and that is it. This is the only thing that I know is not this. It is not going to be easy, but we just have to make that happen. I know that it's going to be very thought about that he is such an asshole that he will go to any extent to cause me trouble, so its better that I should leave "Ok Alena cool. I know that you are angry with me, but for how long dear do you have to hear me. If you don't like me, just say that you don't have to do this. I know what I did was wrong I shout at me for what I did, but please just don't do this. I didn't wanted you yo go i am such a fool and you know that."

Just his ridiculous words. I don't know. where he just got all this I just. He will be able to do it. I I jays know that I will not be able to do it and that is that I am not going to let that happen. i am not going to come in. He just talks I things according to his need and i will not let that happen, "I know that you are upset you are very upset you are sorry or something else but there is one more thing that i want to say to you Chris is that it was my biggest mistake that i thought that i will be able to manage myself here hast i Neill be able to do it you just proved me so wrong." i told him politely i jus know that it is hurting but i just could not do anything in this i am just helpless i am not able to tolerate it all and that is clear

I am being very sweet with him. At least I am trying to be very sweet to him. What else am I supposed to do now? What else I should be doing now, and that is clear. I know how it is going to be. It's not going to be easy. "Alena stopped it. You know that I am the one who was responsible for it. You were not wrong. I am the one who did it Alena forgive me. Please I am extremely sorry for what happened. I am extremely sorry for that Alena. I jus hope that you understand the reason why I I am saying this you know me Alena i jus do things so baldy that i just don't understand iy but you understand it right you jus get 8t what i wanted to say and you know that."

I am in pain because of whatever he did, but who can I complain and what can I complain? I am just helpless and I don't have any other choice other than that. I just know. That is not how it's gonna be and I will make sure that it doesn't happen that way and it is absolutely clear. This is all that I know and this is all that's gonna happen. I just know that it will not be an easy thing, but I just have to stick to it. I don't meet this. I It not something. is going to be forever it is again going to hurt me

"No Chris, I am not blaming you. I know that you just had your reason. It was just me who did it and that is that there is no way that I am not going to do that and that is absolutely clear." He is just arguing. I just don't know why he is doing this. All of these this is of no use and there is no way of how it's and that is how he should if i will fall for him, then I will not be able to handle anything else then it will not be easy then for me to survive or to make Iings clear and i will not lr that happen

I rolled my eyes and then I started doing my work again. I had to just take things off and then I had to

Leaving this place, the more I stay here, the more I am going to cause problems and I just don't want to. It is not what I want and I desire to do. I don't want that friendship between Blair and Chris to be affected by my mistake.

"Look at me, Alena. You know that I am the one who is at fault and you should just blame me, Alena, not anyone else, and that is why I just wanted this. I know how it would be. I don't want you to leave. I promise you, Akene, that I will try my best and that I will not do just something that is gonna give you trouble and just promise you that I am very clear about you are not leaving. Just look at me. If I is angry. Then just slap at me. Alena shouts at me, but don't leave this job because of me know I have even talked to Blair. He has agreed to do it and Derek is also ready to give him a chance Alena. I am I eying to make things correct." he mad deme look at him Sven if i try so bard to do it i just could not it is not easy for me to do it all it is jus causing me so much pain it is jus making me feel that i should have let that happen

The only thing that is running in my head is that if I had not been there, then all this would not have happened. If I had not made this mistake, then this would never have happened. But I was so stupid that I made the mistake. How can I be so stupid and so insane that I made such a big mistake? I just could not believe that I made a decision which was so wrong, whatever. Whateveris said, it all feels like a waste, it all feels like it is of no use. It just felt that he is again lying and all

"What is it? What do you think Chris that if you will jus do something than i will be ok but you know what i will not be okay with this i am not okay with this i don't want any drama i just don't want it i know that, only my family Chris they ave suffered when you announced that you will do this or you Neill say this then do you know that how angry sue was and how upset mom got no Chris you Suzy do things when you just wanly that and that is tech reason why i hate you more and i don't regret hating you i don't regret that." not even for a bit i regret hating him in fact i just feel that it should just be like this only he just deserves to get hate and whatever happened in the past i should nerve forget that just never he is not the one who will let that happen and that is clear i jus now about it this all that i know i don't wanly to get trapped in his words now these all are fake

Chris had never understood me and now also he don't understand me he thinks that how he thinks and whats he is thinks jus right hut hay is not whatever he things is just not dight he just thinks about himself my whole family suffered because of him my whole family is in pin i know that even if mom doesn't say anything but she is also in pain and i jujus don't like that at all this is not the thing hay i like i jus don't like it i know that it is not what i want for my family now, "I am sorry i am so sorry this is not what i thought i jujus did it and you know how stupid i am you know sometimes i jus do stupid stuffs ad i promise you hat i will nit be doing it again i am again sorry dor that i am extremely sorry if you wanly i will even say sorry to your aunt mom everyone but just don't do this." he started to plead in front of me but what can i do i jus can't do anything i just can't help it this is not eat i think or this is not something that is affecting me i ease not ready for that and that is clear i was not the one who wanted this and this all that is happening this si jus not hood it is not something that is gonna be ok or that is gonna make things ok

"No Chris, this is happening again because of your temper. It will for sure happen." I just know his temper. He is not someone who will let go of things, he is someone who will not let that go. He is someone who will do what he wants to do. He

"Alena, what is it that I am listening to you are leaving this office but why you are doing this what is the reason that made you do this Alena i accept hast you have your differences with Chris and the way he do things sometimes but Alena please jus don't leave office like this Alena that is not a good idea i am not happy with your decision Alena you should not be doing this."

What the hell was I just arguing with Chris, but now Blair is also here. Planning it? Even if they both had. I am not going to give in. I am not going to listen to what they have to say or what they want from me. This is just not good for me.

"No Blair, you don't have to talk like this. I am doing this all for myself I it is nothing wrong that you said or you did was wrong and just trust me on this." I said this clearly to Blair that I am not doing this because I hate Chris or something like TAHT I am doing this because i just should not have even joined this off9ce but i did and that was my mistake if i would not have done that than this would not happened than this was not the reason why i am in pain and why i was crying i am doing this all for myself and as much i know Blair he is not like Chris he will understand the reason of me leaving this place he will understand that this is not because i hate him it is jus because i want to live happily and peacefully TAHT is it

"Alena i know that Chris is your ex husband but am i not your friend doesn't its your duty to just do it and just listen to me once i know that you are angry and whatever he did yesterday was wrong but jus for a second think that is it also right what you are doing i don't like what he did Alena and honestly i also don't like what you are doing Alena because the Alena that i know is not like this is a fighter remember how you use to fight from Chris when we were in college even after that also, you were just so great Alena and now way happened that made it like this why just fight from hin Alena just tell him that you are not going to give up Alena just say it Alena common jus say it." as he said dit everything jus starts to came in front of my Rees how me and Chorus were hoe it all stayed how close we both were to each other how we both were just the only that matters and that is it this wa just it we became enemies and then we became the one who will not be able to survive without each other the only concern that was left in us what that ae both want each one of us to be happy epithet by this way or by any other way but that was jus the only thing that i wanted and i JST needed that, i got a bit of tears in my eyes than i jus wiped it i jus made it to myself clear that i will not let myself get weak i will not give up in this thin i am not going to do that

"I remember everything Blur, but now situation is different it is completely different and i understand it but you ald have to understand it hag his is not will that i want now at that time we were just some collage mates and now whet we are tell me wat we safe now we both Ade colleagues and we both are ex husband and wife i have a family who don't want this, i jus know that this is not what i also want i just don't have he strength." whatever he is saying i can relate to it i can understand it but at the same time i just don't know how to say that this was all that i needed or that i wanted this had not been easy this had not been as o wanted and this had not bee as ig has to be it had always been a problem between us which in starting we thought was love but in actual it was not it was just a infatuation we both are not meant for each other because if we wer ethene this all would not have happened we just could not tolerate each others presence

"Cool Alena, but leaving a job is not worth it is not worthwhile Alena, please just stop Alena." He thinks that it is not worth it, but it is just the only thing that is worth it and that I ad that I have known.

"So you are both trying to convince Akene I am also with Alena. You are the best CEO that I could ever have and that is just the only thing that I know and that I want to know that, whatever the reason is, but Alena pleaded just for once. Think about it, we don't want to hurt you. That only thing is that we all j I like you allot and thinking that you will be gone doesn't make me feel good and that is the only reason why i am doing this please Alena Dom leave this company you don't have to listen to your boss but Atlas listen to me because i am of your fathers age just out of respect jus be here please Alena."

No, not Derek, sir, at least I didn't think that he would also get involved in this. I didn't want this. I just don't know how to manage it all, but they are all here and Derek, Sir, is also saying this. He is bigger than me and, honestly, I respect him.

"Derek, please you don't have to do this. You know how much I respect you and you are all OK. I am not leaving this office as you all want. I will be here. One more thing that I want to say is that I don't want any interference in my work and, Derek, you are never going to ask me for anything. Do you understand that and I am staying here and changing my decision only for you." I changed my decision and. honestly, I do. It do it. I just feel that I did everything right and I am happy that I did it. I am just I didn't have any other choice other than this

"Thank you and thank you so much for not leaving." Everyone came and said that Derek even announced for celebration as i am not leaving he is happy he is very happy as everyone left one by one Chris looked at me and then came close to me u know that he wants to say something

"I am not here because of you, Chris. I am here because Derek was asked, so don't you be in. What did you think when you were doing it for who I was who was recording did or is it some sort if your new Dolan because as much as i know you this is what you always dk when you avant something you jus act like you want that and than you just leave them like it was never a part of your life." i told him in a very rude tone and honestly i jus don't even care about it how he feels and how i am making him feel with my words

"I accept it. I completely accept the reason you have your points, but do you know the reason why I did that? Then let me tell you no you didn't, and Alena, whatever you feel, I don't know why I knew when you entered this office that I didn't want you, but you know what I I am today, that you should not leave, that whatever I did was wrong." I was apologizing but i jus didn't knew that i should trust him or not because whatever he sauks and than whatever he do they all are different

I don't know whether Chris should trust Yi or not, because the only thing that I know is that you have hurtled me. Yi has done what you wanted to do and that is clear. I am sorry if I hurtled you. I was it and there that I is no way that I am lying. I don't get the vibe from upolu I am scared to trust you." I I jus know that I can't trust him I is not the I whom I can rely he I for sure back stab me Nd that is not what i want this is not what i desire and what i hope

As he also left, Lily came in and then she hugged me tightly. I can see the happiness in her face. She is very happy right now. She is glad that I am not king. I am also happy, but I don't know how I am going to manage my aunt and mom. I will not be happy with this decision of mine. They're going to be super angry with me about this decision of mine.

"I am so happy mam that you decided that you don't want to leave. I am so glad mam thank you so much mam." I smiled at her and then it said

" Thank you Liky for thinking so well of me. By the way,

Let's go. Derek is just having a little celebration in his cabin." she smiled at me. She we both made our way there. As I entered, I saw Chris. His eyes were jy on me. He is happy that I have stayed, but I am not because he is a part of this place and I just don't like that thing.

"Alden, cheers my dear, you know cheer I am so happy today that I just could not even tell you. You just made me so happy. I am so glad that you decided not to leave." After a bit of drinking and talking, then I made my way to the parking car back home. i know that in the house I'm gonna be a very big drama.

As I ran home, I hesitated to ring the doorbell. I just hesitated too much. I just knew that it was not going to go well. This is not what anyone wanted.

"Alena, you, dear, look alhena what your mom made for you and i made your favorite pissing you just love it na i know that it had been a long day but now there is nothing that's gonna bother Yi now Chris chapter id jus completely over bow there is no chance that you will get hurt or no chance that you will get judge so just relax ok and one more thing don't you dare to think that you did something wrong you Di absolutely right we all are happy with your decision." i looked at her then i made her look at me

"Aunt, I have not left the job. I just could not. It was not easy Derek Blair. Everyone was just like I should not leave, so I just could not. It was not easy and I decided that I would not resign. I will stay there." I Tom her. I can see the anger in her face. I wish that I could have done something about it. I am also unfortunate she just got up and then left without even saying anything.

"What is it, Alena, you didn't leave the job? But why? We talked about it right and you said that you would do it than what happened Alena." my mom asked me for which i looked at her and then i told her

"Mom, I wanted to but it was not easy for me to leave the job as no one wanted me to do that. Everyone was just like that. I should not leave. I should not leave. I just could not. I am sorry mom. I know that you are also upset with me. I am extremely sorry if I hurt Yi's mom." I told her, cared which she caressed my cheek and then said

"Don't say that and just make sure that you will do your aunt OK because she is very angry with you and I needed, then just lie, but make sure that she will get in a good mood. You know how much she loves you." As my mom said," I went to her room and then I went to her and then I sat next to her.

"Aunt, I know that you are angry with me and I am sorry for that, but please just forgive me, please, aunt, for that. I can't just joke around with his aunt." she looked at me and then he said

"Aleck Chris told you to not go because, as much as I know you, he is a very big reason why you will not go not to tell me the truth. He is the reason hy you did not leave that place." As she asked out, I smiled at her and said

"No aunt, he is not, it's the other one's. It's Blair, my assistant, my boss. They all wanted me to leave. That is what they wanted. They were asking for it, aunt. I would have redone what you told me." I asked her. She looked at me with tears in her eyes.

''You know what I want, Alena, I just want to see yu happy, dear. That's it. This is all that I know. I may sound rude to you, but that man is not the one I like.'' I looked at her and then I held her hand.

''Aunt, he is not gonna be a part of us now, so just relax OK.''I told her, then she just smiled at me.

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