CHRIS

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***CHRIS'S P.O.V*** I sat down in my chair as Alena left my cabin. I knew what she was doing. She was trying to provoke me to use me for her will. I won't let that happen. This time it's my game. Alena, let's play this together. I got up from my chair and went out of my cabin because it was time for the show. I sat down in my position. Mike was in front of me. I looked at the door, she. She is not here. She would not come. Yes, why is she coming? She is trying to avoid this. That's it. I looked at Derek who was already there even before me. He smiled at me. He gave me a thumbs up as I sat down and settled my Mike for the show. With or without your presence, I will do it. If you don't want to come, then just don't come. I don't care. I took a deep breath and looked at the camera. I smiled at the camera. I was about to start when the main door opened and she came. Alena went inside. I started to speak. I smiled as I began. It's all from my heart. I love how we both liked it. I love every moment, "So everyone, you all must be wondering what her name was... But I can't tell you, you should keep secret how we met. It was the first day in college for her college as a proper nerd and me being the one who had already failed twice, and I was still in the first year. She came and the only motive I had was to make fun of that nerd. That time. I didn't know that nerd would become so important for me that she would change the hell of my life. She would change how I work. Where I live, my feelings and everything. She pushed. She was all wet and the one who saved her was only me. I saved her from drowning. I took her out of the pool that day. I looked into that at specs girl. She was filled with terror and she. She was scared like hell, and the one whom I thought was a simple nerd was not just that she was the topper of our whole university. The next day, I went to her to say sorry to her for what I did, but she rejected it. She didn't take my flowers and gifts. I myself went there too. She was sorry when she said that guys like me didn't matter to her. She is here to study on a 100% scholarship, she was hell bent on doing what she wanted to do, she was so smart that she must be in a top position at any company. The day it again hit me was when my father, just to degrade me, in front of the whole college, praised her. He even told her to teach me, and guess what I did. I actually decided to study with her-to study at the so-called university of my father, and what do you think she agreed with doing it or not? I will tell you in the next episode, Goodnight for now,."" With that I end the show. I got down from the chair and made my way out of the studio. My eyes were half filled with tears. I tried to control my tears as I saw Derek coming towards me. He came and gave me a tight hug. He looked at me and smiled. "I am proud of you, my son," he said while hugging me, "Thanks Derek." my eyes were only searching for one person and that was Alena. Where she was She was there, but she left early. This topic puts tears in our eyes. That was the best part of our lives: how we met, how we felt for each other, how everything became so beautiful. I made my way to the washroom. When I saw Alena coming out of one, I held her hand and made her look at me. She didn't say anything. She just looked at me, "How was it Alena, did it remind you anything?" I asked her. She tried to remove her hand but I didn't let it go. I held her tightly and made her look into my eyes. "I remember everything and it feels good in the beginning, but after that it makes you feel how wrong we were. Together we up each other's lives we missed each other's past." It filled me with anger at how she could say it "You were not the only one who. I was also there. I also did that." she glared at me with tears in her eyes. "Yes, and when someone says something, you trust it. That is not how things work Chris.". It hurts. I know what I did was wrong, but, if I was the only one who was wrong, it was not. It was her fault, too, why she didn't understand that I was also facing it. I let go of her hand. As I freed it she just left. She didn't even look back at me. I looked at her as she went away. That is how she left without even looking back at me. She just left. I came out of the office in anger and reached my home. I sat down in my car and drove it quickly to my house. I parked my car and got out of it. I locked it and went to my house. As I entered, I saw mom sitting there. "Hello mom." I said as she heard it. She looked and stood up and. She hugged me tightly. I hugged her back after all I had met her. "How are you my son," she asked. I held her hand gently and kissed it. "I am great mom. How are you?" she got tears in her eyes. "How I would be Chris without you." I smiled at her and took her to sit on the couch. "Mom, I am good, and look at me. I am so well. You don't have to worry about me mom, by the way, I am your husband?" as I said, she laughed at me and slapped a little on my face. "He is also good, Chris, but everyone misses you, everyone wants you back. My baby back." I couldn't say anything to her. In this case, I am helpless. I can't go back to the place where my own father put a price tag on me. He didn't care about my feelings. He just did that, it never bothered him about how to do it. He never understood me about my business and everything was just important. I was nothing to him. My importance to him was nothing. He just loved business and he understood only its language. He was never a good father, but thankfully he was a good husband. He cared about them. "Let it be mom you know I will not come." I told her as I stood up from the couch, I got up and made my way to the dining table. I poured water for mom, She smiled at me, and took it. She smiled as she took the glass and drank a bit. I took it and placed it inside. I made some coffee for her. I gave her the mug. She took it and took a sip. She smiled at me as she took the sip. "Thanks Chris, I must say that you made a very nice coffee." I smiled at her. "Thanks mom. I learned it in 4 years." she came and put her hand on my shoulder. "Chris, you can start a new life. By the way, I forgot to tell you why I came here." she went to the couch and opened her purse. She took out a letter and came back to me. "What is it mom?" I asked her as she came to me holding that letter. This is for you, Chris, from the one who made you capable of all these things." Wait does she mean Sir, I took the letter from Ber immediately, and opened it and read it. I got tears in my eyes as I read it, "Calm down Chris." I wiped my tears and looked at mom. "Mom, how do you know about who gave you this?" she looked at the letter and then at She "I received this letter through postmail and I also have something to tell you." her voice is saying that there is something painful that she is about to say I got my courage to hear that. What bad would it be? "What is it mom?" I asked her with all the courage I had. "Chris, he is no more, he died a month ago." when I heard it I that stumbled. I was about to trip when I hold the table, "Chris my son calm down Chris." she held me and gave me support She made me sit on the couch, "Mom, how did this happen? Why didn't I know about it?" She held my hand and made me calm. "You were busy with your work and distracting yourself from everything around you. I know my dear, you got hurt, but just call down. Just go and meet Maria. He wanted to see you. She will be happy to see you". I wiped my tears and got up. I took my car keys and went out of the house. I gave a long hug to mom as she was going back home. I made my way towards my car and got settled down in it. I put the keys in and drove to the place where I had spent my 16 years, the place where I learned how to use a guitar and how to hold it. I drove for about 45 minutes and then, I minutes there, I took a deep breath and went out of the car gathering all the courage I had, I have to go. I didn't get to see Sir last time, but now I want to see Maria. I want to know how she is. I started walking there. Every step I was taking was filling me with guilt and pain. That guilt and pain came to kill from not being there when he needed me to come after he left. I also didn't come for Maria. How could I do that? He was like my father, and Maria did it all herself, that she had gone through, everything on her own. , not just one guy but two girls are in me, that, first of, and, for how I behave with Arena and now because of Maria, when I learned that Elena was with them at every single step and she just supported him. I just don't know why or how I am like that and why I did that, how I can be so selfish and so bad and just don't know how I acted with her and even though she has done so much good with them been even though she has been with them for so long. I just have no other option but to say thank you to Alina and just don't know that even if I go to hear her and she is going to accept my call, you like that on the point table she has done for dad and whatever she had done for Maria. It is good or it is me on anything that I could have ever expected and just can never ever said definitely done everything that I could have ever because of whatever she had done she had definitely done what I have not expected and she is definitely very good soul even if I will continue in the living hall for every single thing but everything and everytime she proves that she is not bad and she had not done anything wribga jd she is going to be with him and sye is going to do anything for me and she just never wants me to get hurt " Allah, I want to talk to you about something. More specifically, I say that I just don't want to. I actually want to be sorry to you for whatever I have done. I am extremely sorry for what I did and I am just extremely sorry for that. I know whatever I did not have, it was not right and even though, here there was so much other than 4 sees you didn't want or you didn't get anything, you just said that because you wanted to help for whatever it was and, second leave and it all happened, you just said that and had even though, you have to dad even after that I was I was not meeting them." " I was busy with all of these things but you were in constant touch with them and I had never thought that would happen. I never thought that I would be so much, because I would be so much and would not realise for one that I would ever ever do that." I have just said that all she just came to me today from her, and then to me and heaven and then she widened my tears and then she looked at me. I know that I have hurt a lot, but then she looked at me and then she told me that and then she made me set she gave me a glass of water and she will just looking into my I just wanted to do everything I without even thinking about another thing I just her tightly and let all right yours go away because the point is that even on the last month of my father I was not with that who taught me and because of whom I am here and wherever I am standing it is because of him only and even though after everything. I have done that. I just don't know how I began to force myself, but this is what I did and that is not right and I just see this. Then I looked at her and then I told her that. I am extremely sorry for what I have done. I don't know why. Did she get this much of love and that's she can forget me for everything that I have done, but she is just a cause and if I could have ever done this. I want to make sure of everything. I am not going to let that happen. I know that, and that is clear, and that is it. I just know that this is how it is and this is how it is going to be. " Crash let it be whatever hardware it is. It is to stop thinking about it. I already, for given, I know that in anger you might do something or something like that is absolutely fine and don't think about it now. What would you have to do if you Maria talk to her at she would just love to see you she had been waiting for your for so long she was not telling me everything but I just so one thing that how much she loves you at all she said you like it or own son she would love to see you there so just make sure that you don't do anything just go straight to her and then just hug and say sorry to her for whatever you have done." " Okay and then everything is going to be fine and don't think about me. Please make differences, definitely differences. We both have a lot of differences with each other, but that is not going to be back, because we will do it and I happen that it is clear that this is how it is going to be and that is clear. That I know how I will what and that. happens that." I am pretty sure that this is what it is. And, however it is, but she is. She wanted to when she actually had to get me, but that's it. I just don't know about anything or any of the stress. I just know one thing, that whatever she had done she had done everything that I could have ever done, and it is clear that I would force anything on her and, because of that, I was forced to remove whatever. I was thinking about doing it. I am not going to let ask for a come on the screen and that is clear whatever it is I will do something in it will come to my reputation I will go because whatever decision that is completely wrong and I am not going to room every time for that and I am not going to school I am extremely sorry for how I behaved and whatever I have done but that is clear that no things are not going to be like that I am not think I am not going to effect must to her I have seen that and her eyes that she had already forget it me from where did she gets such a big heart and just have no idea that she just go to Mar and talk to her but I just have no idea that how are you going to go to her and talk to her and if she is going to forget before what I have done I am not going to meet up for so long I know that but I am going to be the next to me sorry for what I have done and how I have definitely told something Yesterday, I remembered that the first time when I told them that I was going to marry Maria they all loved it and when they learned about a divorce like that and if a single, they stopped stopped calling me continuously, I even stopped to call and stopped the call, because the only thing that they called me and to tell me after we met was that I should not go to pause to early National just talk to her and stop the boss . It would just stop because this is not hard stopped work and working, but I didn't hear that I would have to go to them and that time, and I would have to try to make time understand then just difference would not have become and I would not have been in this field for so long and just looking at her I just have to go and meet Maria because collected if I will set your hand tried because of everything that she is also going to be and hot she was waiting for me for so long and just have to go to her and apologies for everything and I just have to tell her that whatever it is have I have done I am extremely sorry for dad and I will just repeat will be there for her every day and I am going to bring a back to my home and she is going to be there as my mom and now I am not going to do at my or not going to let it all go and I know that very well that's it will be I know one thing very well that I just I know idea was managing this all alone and I just don't know what to say in this even if I want to qsk her did she helped tbem financially but how am i going to adk that to her I don't have the courage to ask Asia to do this work and dark to for them because I am known that pretty well that this is how it will be and that is there I just no one thing very well that this is how it will be that this is how to going to be I have seen it and I am no need very well that I am not going to happen and I am not going to ask and that is there I just no one thing very well i am letting tgis all go and just let it all go and that is ckear that this is what i want I know that this is what I have been going and just got up from the data and decided that I have to go and I have to do that, and that is, I am not going to stay there and I am not going to be like that, that I am wrong or something right. I am not going to act like that. I am going to make everything clear and I am going to do everything. TO BE CONTINUED.....
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