My Ex-wife is My CEO

I WILL LEAVE THE OFFICE

***ALENA'S P.O.V***

I reached home after being angry. How could he be so mean? He just had never thought that he would do something like that. But he still did it. How could he be so selfish? Why not even for once he thought about me, why he didn't think that I love him and I just never wanted to hurt him or i will never do something that is going to cause any harm to him abd what he decided to do huh in anger he just wants whatever happened between us publicly, he wants everyone to know what happened between us this is all that he wants just even for oncevhe thought how i will be with this or how it is going to be for me si it going to be easy or is it going to tough no he just did what he wanted to do

As I reached home, I immediately made my way to my bedroom. I was not in a mood to talk to anyone and I just knew that if I talked to anyone, then only my mood was going to get spoiled and then I didn't want to spoil anyone else's mood because of that.

"Alena, how was your day dear?" Mom was just asking me, but then I decided not to say anything and I just made my way to my room.

I changed into something comfortable and I just lay down. I am so so stressed right now. I was just resting when mom came in with juice and some snacks. She put it in front of me and then sat down next to me. "Maybe you had a very long day, but just don't worry, I am here now. If you want to say something, then just say it, and if you don't want that to Mom, I just can not do anything if you want to be alone, then I will not bother you, my dear." Mom asked me, but then instead of being angry or something else, I decided that I would tell her she. the I one who is going to AST wisely and who is going to do what is right

"Mom, today Chris just warned me that if I do not stop this thing that I was planning, that I want a new artist and to change his slot, then he will do something that no one is going to like and he did. He announced on the TV that he would be telling. Heort in every episode."

My mom widened and then she ignored it and then she looked at me. "So what, does it make any difference? You know everything, I know everything. We both know what the truth is and what is the matter. We all know what happened, then why are you stressing this out, you aunt or someone else? They have also said that this is wrong and it is wrong for times that this is wrong or that it is wrong, but you have not acted that way. You have just said one thing: that you know what is and what is right and"

As mom said, I rested my head on her lap. I know that it is not easy. Definitely, I have not been affected by anyone, but this is not just correct how he can do it publicly. How the hell can he just do it and just hurt me so much? Why does he just never ever, for once, think about it?

"Mom, I understand what you are trying to say, but honestly, mom, he is not doing it all right. What he is doing is wrong. He will tell everyone his side of the story, but what about the real truth he is not going to tell? That he is not going to tell anyone what the real truth is."

"Because he himself doesn't know it and Alena, because if he knew that you both would not be away from each other, but here you both are. I am sorry to say this, Alena, but you have to be strong my dear, I just can't see you like this. I will kill myself by your swallowing your link tajiks," as she said, and then wiped my tears, I looked at her.

"Mom, I have decided something, mom. I know that you will not like this, but mom, I just don't have any other option other than this, mom. I am going to resign from my job. Mom, I am done with this job." I just told her that I am not going to be a part of this place anymore. I am not going to do what he wants me to do.

I will switch to some other job where he will not be there. It was my mistake only that I decided that I wanted to and would only be able to work in his office where he works, but I was wrong. I just can't work there, and that is clear.

"Alena, I told you this clearly that if you want to do this, then I am also with you and even if you don't want to do this, I am with you. I just want to see you happy with whatever you are doing. I just don't want to see you are not satisfied with what you are doing." as she said, I I smiled at her and then I hugged her. I know that she is just the best and whatever she decides or whatever she thinks is all just correct. I am so happy I couldn't just describe everything else. I just did not say anything else.

"Thank you mom. Thank you so much. You have always been there for me. I just know that if you are with me mom, then I can fight with anything mom can you so much." she caressed my cheek and then I looked at her.

"Now come and just have dinner. OK, now you don't have to take stress about it. OK, I just can not see you like that, OK." I smiled at her, then I made my way to the dinner area with mom. As I went there, I saw Aunt there. She saw me and she just gave a very big smile.

"So I am so happy to see you, my dear Alena, so just tell me about how it was you were feeling when your dear Chris announced that he would tell everyone about the injustice that just happened to him. Hh how. How were you feeling about it?" she asked me. I looked down and then at her.

"Aunt please, I just don't want to talk about this stressed I am already. I am not in a mood to make any argument." as she said that, I looked at her and then I made my way to the chair and I sat down on it.

"No Alena, you have to talk this morning. You were only saying that the reason why Chris stayed here is because he was there and that was just your reason. Alena. Then what happened about? What do you think? How would I be acting to it did yo saw that yourself that what he did and what he wanted to do he want to make your relationship with him publicly how everything happened and what happened." in frustration i stood up from the chair anathema i looked her in anger i am so so frustrated worth her that i just could not say anything else

"Enough is enough, aunt, what is wrong with you? Cannot you see how hurt I am and how it has been a tough spot for me, but, the only thing that you care about is yourself and when you get the opportunity to scold know it is good and how I am worth it." As I told her I just I know know I is I I i just I that this I all I i will be doing i have decided it correctly that i just want to leave my job that i don't want to be a part of that company anymore

"Enough, now you will not say anything to Alena. She is not wrong. She had not done anything wrong. The only thing that she had done was just to be good and I don't think that she was wrong, and one more thing I don't want you to scold. She wants whatever Chris is. He is only. He.anys to do it and that is ot there is no another fado than this." i got tears in my eyes whatever people will say or everyone else will say it is not going to change the thing that it just broke me it just hurtled me so much whatever he is doing

"Even if I do not say anything to her, I will get better. No, it will not. She will have to listen to what everyone is saying and not just me, the one who doesn't even know who she is also going to judge her for what she did, even if she had not done anything wrong. You know why, because this is how society judges. I I how she is going to handle herself i told her clearly that she should not be a part of this thing but she didn't heard me now this happened just remember one thing hat i just don't want this did you understand that i don't want this and thee is no way that i will ever want my Alena to get hurt." aunt higgled me as she also started crying

"Aunt, please don't cry. I have decided that I will quit this job. I will not be a part of this place anymore. I am sorry, aunt, for whatever the reason is. I am extremely sorry that I didn't hear you when you said that I should not attend this place. What I was doing was that this is wrong or this is right. I was so wrong. I am extremely sorry, aunt."

"No Alena, it's OK, it is completely fine. OK, I am with you, you have not done anything wrong. Whatever happened. It was completely unintentional. I know that and I know one thing, that I am always going to be with you." as she said it, she smiled at her and then I made my way to dinner. We all had dinner together, then we were just laughing when my brother came and then said down

"Where were you and why are you so late?" I asked him. He looked at me and then said,

"I was just busy. By the way, I heard that Chris was going to tell him everything he said on TV. What do I think about it, Alena?" I didn't say anything. I know that it is not going to be OK. I know that I am not going to like it at all. I didn't say anything, I just kept quiet.

"What he does is he is just doing it for fake publicity and that is what he is good at, because if he had been good, then this would not have happened." I just avoided saying anything about that. The more I react, the more it is going to make things worse and I just don't want TAHT. I just could not let that happen and that is clear. That is all that I know and this is all that I want and I just know that I only hope that nothing will go as it has been. We will get the chance to do what we want to do.

"But aunt, this is what his profession is and this is what he has to do and I think that whatever he is doing is absolutely fine and, plus, the audience and his fans are so interested in it. byte the Alena is it I do that you gave him the idea that he should do this for the company's growth because this is what you would have done." i widen my eyes and then i looked at him in anger i am so so done with this man i just don't know why he does this or what id the reason but the only thing that i know is just this only that i just don't want this and that is clear i jus know that only

"Look at me. What do you think? That is some kind of joke or something that you can laugh at. This is my life and, unfortunately, the way you are acting, I have a doubt that you are even my brother, because I ain't saying that you should say that I am wrong. I was right or it was something else, but at least you would have thought that this is what should have happened. It still happened and I just could not do anything about it." I am so frustrated. I was already so much stress and now my brother and I just don't know how he has sweet has for has n has why

Why he just can't see that his own brother is in pain, "Alena calmed down." as mom was saying, I stood up from the chair and then I made my way to the balcony. I am so frustrated I just could not control my tears. But just a little decision and mine. It is a mess again. But I would have thought that he would understand or is there any where we will be mutual. But no, that is not the case. Then how will it be? He just wants revenge and I just want to do what I want to do and that is clear. I just hope that he understands what I am doing and why I am doing this.

"Look. Listen to me. Alena just came back and ate something. Alena in the morning. Also you were not eating anything, you just left in anger at you also and now also Alena, just dear, please just have something." she told me, but then I refused it. I just could not want anything. I was in pain. I am in a lot of pain, so that I just can not say anything else. I just know one thing, that there is no other way of us doing it. My leaving my job is just the best decision ever.

"Mom. I am already a full mom in the office, and. Then now, my own brother thinks, so, of, me, mom, now what more. I can know who is from society and who I am to blame. It was my choice. I only wanted to be a part of this thing and wanted to join this company. Now look at what happened. What he did and how he did it. He is just a selfish person." I got a few tears in my eyes. I do not just complain that I am hurt. I am very short. I know that the way things are happening or what is happening is not good and I am so hurt right now, but no one understands me. No one thinks much about it. I must be going. Everyone just thinks that has been tough for me if this is not the case.

"Look at me, my baby. I dont. You cry. You know that your brother is insane. I just talk nonsense and I don't know what he thinks or what I have gotten into him. That he is talking like. I know that he also loves you and you are very strong, Alena. I am very strong. I think that you will do it.'' I just relax and take a deep beat. Don't you dare to think of anything else apart from this nodding at her.

Even if I say this, I know that I am not strong. Every single time things happen, I just get broke. I just feel that this is not what I want and this is not what I need, and that is that whatever I say or, however I will deny, the fact will not change, I am more than broken. I do need someone to hear me and to understand what I am saying and why I am saying it all.

"Mom, I will try to manage myself. Mom, I know that it is not easy, but mom, I will try to do it. I know what things will happen or what it's gonna work, but let it all be like that, OK, because we are gonna make that happen and things will just be fine." I said that and then I lay down on my bed to sleep tomorrow. I have decided that I am going to resign. Who does it or not? I am just going to resign and that is, I know pretty well that this is what I want now.

Because if I continue on staying at that office, then I am only going to get hurt. It is only going to give me trouble. It would be better if I would just not do it if I did not let that happen and that is clear.

I woke up and then got ready. I made my way out of the house without eating anything. I was just not in a mood to eat anything. I sat in my car and then made my way there. "Good morning mam." Lily came into my cabin and then said I nodded at her, then I looked at her.

"Lily, I want you to give this to Derek and just tell him to sign this so TAHT I will be free." I told her. She smiled at me and then she just took it. I know that this is all that will be as soon as Derek will. that resignation form I will be out of this office and then there will be no way that i will get effected by it in any way and that is the only way that i can choose for myself right now because if i will not do it than i will only get hurt and that is not what i want and that is not how i want i just know that and that is clear

"Mam, but what is this? Sorry to ask you Sir, if Sir Derek asked me, then I have to answer him, so, mom, what am I?". She asked me, I smiled at her and then I told her.

"This is my resignation letter as you will be taking ot for his sign, meaning that I will clear this place and I will just have my stuff back to me." she widened her eyes in shock.

"Mam, but you have just asked. What is it that is making you do this, mam? I am sorry to ask you this, mom, but what is it that you are leaving this place why is everything alright? I asked myself what I am supposed to tell her why the supposed supposition is the reason why I am leaving this place because of Chris. I just can't say that. I can just say that Chris is the reason why I am doing this. That is not the reason and it will not be the reason.

"I have some of my reasons and, plus, I have felt that I am not meant for this place, I don't deserve to be here, so just by the way, you don't have to take stress about it. OK, you are very good and whoever will come will be good with you. I am so sweet." she smiled at me. She could feel that she was not happy. I hoped that I could have done something. I just could not and I just knew that I just couldn't stop there. I just can't be here because, if I am here, then I will be in a lot of pain and in a lot of trouble and that is not what I want and that is not what I need.

" OK mom mom, I will just take it and then I will give this to Derek Sir mam, but I just just wanted to say that. Why are you doing this? You should not be doing this? It is not correct, but at the same time, this is your decision and I am going to just respect that mum." she just mum oh my resignation paper of then I just hope that Derek will just give this than I will never be never be never ever related to this place and there will ender be a burden to come here and to face Chris

I took a deep breath and then Lily came in. She stood in front of me. Then I asked her, "What is it Lily, where is the paper Derek signed?" She just opened her mouth to say something when Derek arrived and then he looked at me with anger.

"I am very upset with you, Alena. What were you thinking when you were doing this? Huh, have you hurt me so much? What is the reason that made you leave this place you have? You do someone who did something with you. I know how badly I wanted you to be a part of this office and if you leave just in a snap, then I am not going to like that is the reason." I stood up and then I smiled at him.

"Sir, there is not anything in the office that is making me leave. I just feel that I should not be here and I believe that you will for sure get a very good CEO who will be able to manage it all Sir. I just want to leave and that is what I know is all that I want. I know I said it, I knew that this is not what we all want, but this is what is gonna happen now and I have to leave. I can see the sad faces of Derek and Lily but. I just can't do anything. I am helpless.

"Alena is common,. It can not be the case that there will be nothing. There might for sure be something that is bothering you or something that is not making you feel that it is correct. Just tell me what it is." He is asking me again and again the real reason. I just could not tell him that it would not be a great idea and I just couldn't do that. I have to leave and that is it.

"Sorry sir, but there is actually not something in the office that is making me do it. Just trust me on this. Just believe me that this is it. And I am extremely sorry about that. I am sorry for letting that happen. I just hope that you understand that I am not all I am. I am also happy here. I just have to do this because I don't have any other choice," I said, and then I looked at him. I wanted you to sign me so I could leave.

"Cool then, I will do it later on and don't worry. I am giving you this day. If you still desire this, then I will support you in this. Then, I will sign it OK OK, so I believe that today you will change your decision if I do this. You will not do it and, if it is now, I will leave and have a nice day."

He just said that I still have this day and only if I die, then I only have to leave and that is it. But I know that now my decision is final , and that is clear. Whatever I will say or I will say, one thing that will not change is that if I stay here, there is. If I do that, he will let me leave. He will make sure that I will pay for everything and that is Coeur. I just know that only

"Alena, Mam, this is your book. Mam, Sorry I am sorry, but mom, you should not leave. I will miss you."

I know that Lily is a very very good woman, but at the same time, I know that I just can not stay here because it is going to take me some of your time whenever I am going to Chris, whatever he is doing yours, whatever he desires to do. He is definitely going to make me hurt and this is not the time where I have to think about myself or about anything else. This is the time when I have to think about my family and if I stay there, then my family will get home and I won't let that happen. This time, I just could not like the family getting her because of him.

He had not just been changed, but he had done things, but I just could not even imagine thinking and I just know that, however much or how much I will blame him, I am not going to get what I want or what I desire and that is clear.

"Lily, please, I have already made up my mind and it is for sure that you are leaving. I don't want to be here, Lily, this is not what I will be able to tolerate. I hope that you will also understand that."

I know that she doesn't know anything about it. It is something that is between me and Chris, but Chris and I know what it is and how it is and I will make sure that I will never come in front of him. I will always keep my distance f4om him and that is clear. me

I started to pack all my stuff. It was not easy for me to leave when I joined this office. I thought that I would only be there, but, wherever Chris is present, he can enter and make it or never let it be a better place for me, and that is it.

One thing that I have learned is that the more he is away from me, the more I will be happy and that, with us, all that is needed, the more I will let him be close to me, the more he will give me pain and I just don't want to. In my life I don't think that I deserve this much pain in my life just because Chris is a part of my life.

He gave me pain when I was not even his friend, when I didn't even know him. He gave me pain when I fell for him. He gave me pain when I married him and he is still giving me pain. He is just in my life to give me pain. That is all that he has done. He is what he thinks is good to do, but that is not the truth. He thinks that he can buy anything and anyone can, but he just can not. He can never buy the pain and he can never repay the pain that he gave me. He has always just made Sur get what he did and he has always just done that only.

"Mam, I brought coffee for you." as Lily came, I immediately wiped my tears and then I smiled at her and then I took coffee from her.

"Thank yiu Lily, but you know that you don't have to do this much. This is all just not necessary, please just don't do everything as all of it will be packed. I will leave." she smiled at me and then said.

"Mam, till the time I am here I want to do that for you. I know that you are very sweet and generous, but still, mam please, just let me do this." as she said this I just smiled at her and said,

"Okay, cool, then I will do it. I will let you do whatever it is as an assistant for today. Today you know what Lily, I never got an assistant like you have. Thank you so much Lily, thank you." she smiled at me and then she started to help me. I knew that this is how I had to end when I was leaving Chris' place. I left most of the stuff that I still have for him. I still have a few things.

I just smiled at myself. Thankfully, I am not attached to this place and there is not a lot of stuff that I do have to take with me or do I have to leave here that will hurt me in any way.

Because I am leaving this place only so that I can have the peace that I want in my life and I am glad that I will have it, I just smiled at myself and then took a deep breath.

Why, Chris, do you know why I want to come to you and want to tell you that I am leaving only because of you, because you hate me so much and because you want to make it all publicly announced and because, at my, I I want to say it all but i know how you will react you will be like nothing happened and that is how you will react i don't know i even fell in love with you why that was my biggest mistake

I joined the office where you were working to be there. I was wrong. I was so wrong, Chris, and you were so right that you would for sure hurt me if you did that. You were successful in doing that in hurting me.

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